anna...hi.
its been a year since i stood on your doorstep.
crying into your mom's arms wondering why you left.
in this past year, i've went through every stage of acceptance.
shock. i couldn't believe that you would leave like that.
denial. i thought this was a prank. a joke.
anger. i almost broke my hand from punching the wall in my bathroom too hard.
bargaining. i begged all the friends you had for some answers. they didn't have any.
depression. it hit me like a ton of bricks that you were never coming back.
testing. i tried going on dates. they didn't work out.
and now i've finally accepted the fact that it was never love.
you only said it was.
-josh (april 1, 2016)
