hey anna.
its been ten whole months without you here.
i don't know what happened.
but this numbing effect has went over me.
i don't care anymore.
at least, i say that i don't.
but my friends have tried setting me up with girls lately.
and they're nice, don't get me wrong.
but on those dates, i only think of you.
and how you got on that plane without saying anything to anyone.
lucas keeps telling me to get over it.
i don't think he realizes how much i want to.
-josh (february 23, 2016)
