hi anna... it's josh.
i don't know how you're going to get these letters.
you left without even saying goodbye.
you could've at least told me you were going to the states.
i miss you a lot. it's only been three days.
so many people have asked me why you left.
i wish i had an answer for them.
but i don't even have an answer.
i wish i could say that i'm mad at you.
but... i'm not.
i'm just hurt. hurt that you didn't tell me.
hurt that when i went to your house...
your mom was the one to hold me as i cried.
because even she didn't have an answer.
-josh (april 1, 2015)
