merry christmas, anna.
i have presents here for you.
i don't know how you'll get them though.
i still don't know where you are.
but apparently everyone else does.
i hear your name everywhere.
i shouldn't care anymore, should i?
you've been gone so long.
you left me for a reason.
i should just give up, right?
i don't know...
all i know is that i love you.
i always will.
-josh (december 25, 2016)