To A Degree Of Fear ( Human Bill x Reader

Chapter 4

Y/N P.O.V

Dream:
        You were in the forest. Running from some sort of creature. It was an apocalyptic world and you were the one who had caused it. Nothing seemed to lead to why or how, but it was you nonetheless. You tripped over a rock. The creature came closer and closer until finally you could see his breath. He stopped and looked at you with daggers in his eyes. They started to glow gold and yellow with black in the center for pupils. It terrified you. You were shaking violently and trying to back away. You had backed up to the edge of a cliff with a cavern approximately 200 feet deep. You were at the point were you couldn't do anything but except the fact that you were going to die. That this was the end with no return. If only you hadn't started the apocalypse, then this would have never happened. You would have led a regular life a person like you would have. Although you wouldn't all the same. You closed your eyes and readied yourself for death. When the creature was about to make contact with your body, everything turned black. Nothing above or below you. Just emptiness. As you opened your eyes, you felt a sharp pain in your head. It spread like a wildfire until your whole being felt like it was burning. It was agonizing. You then felt like you were compressed and within a matter of seconds, your whole just disappeared. Though your soul was still there. It was much more comfortable than before. Rather peaceful. Your eyes and body- er ectoplasmish self relaxed and began to drift off. You were quit at rest, until the pain came back and took over your senses. Now you couldn't even feel pain. It was worse than pain-feeling nothing. You cried out but no sound was made. The beast suddenly appeared in front of you and this time, it lunged full force. It was all over for real this time. Time -to -die. At least you were a soul, but this beast was still going to kill you in soul, and you couldn't move. And there was again nothing you could do.

          You woke up screaming and clutching your pillow for dear life. Your eyes wide with fear and agony, even though there was no pain. Once you realized it was all a dream, you relaxed.
Another nightmare, same as every other time. Dying wile not being able to feel. Seemed like a constant pattern to your nightmares. But the glowing eyes of the creature haunted you immensely.  It was like they were real and alive as well.

             Suddenly, the whole room turned into gray scale. A laugh from hell knows where echoed throughout. The room was then engulfed in a bright light so bright you had to close your eyes. As it faded away, you saw that you were no longer in your room. In front of you was a field of grass by the ocean. Flowers sprouted everywhere and there were lots of animals running about. It was gorgeous- the problem was it was all gray scale.

          As you examined your surroundings, you noticed that there were a bunch of doors floating about a foot off the ground. They were all labeled with names like good memories, bad memories, hopes and dreams, worst nightmare, ect. You got up off the ground and felt a slight breeze blow through your h/c hair. Behind you was a willow tree. It was a big weeping willow that had its branches swaying from side to side. It had a canopy big enough for an entire house.

You found the tree beautiful and mesmerizing. You pushed back the branches of the tree, leaving the open plane of grass. You looked around and admired how pretty it was. You walked over to the trunk and sat down, resting your head on it. As your eyes closed, the maniacal laugh came back. A glow was emitted turning everything from grey to gold. Then, you saw in front of you a small golden 2d triangle with a brick pattern, bow tie, and top hat. "Well, well, well. Pretty nice tree your sitting under Y/N. Most people don't have this in there mindscape." Said the little triangle. " Uhhhh...... Might I ask who you are?" You said. "Aww, don't you know who I am Y/N? Now that just hurts my feelings. I am the one and only Bill Cipher, one of the most powerful dream demons in the UNIVERSE! I am feared by all and can hurt you with the snap of my fingers."

You looked the triangle up and down. You couldn't help it. You burst out laughing as Bill took what you assumed to be an unamused look on his face. "Kid I am not being funny. So quit your laughing." He said. This made you laugh even harder. You fell on your back and clutched your stomach, tears pricking at your eyes. "Hahahahahaha!!! I'm sorry. It's just, how can an isosceles Dorito with one eye hurt me? Especially when you are so adoooooooooorable. Hahahaha!!"

Suddenly, Bill turned a vibrant shade of red and growled at a bone chillingly low key. "If you won't take me seriously in this form, then maybe I'll just have to choose a form you will take me seriously in." He then started to glow again, but you didn't notice because you were trying to control your laughter. The only time you did notice was when something got on top of you and pinned you down to the base of the tree. You were so shocked. You looked at the thing on top of you and saw a boy around your age with blonde hair that was swept to one side. Half of it was black and shorter and the other side covered his right eye(your left side point of view). He wore a yellow sweater vest with a white shirt and black dress pants and shoes.

The man had a devious smirk on his face and his eye was glowing a bright yellow. "Now do you take me seriously? Or do I need to convince you more?" He said in a seductive way and looked at you with lust filled eyes. You blushed crimson red if was ever possible to be a darker shade and kicked him in the gut. He clutched his stomach and you took that opportunity to push him off of you and get to your feet. "No, you don't need to. Especially not in that way you were thinking of at least in the position I was in. Anyway...... So this is the mindscape huh? That makes sense since I see doors about a foot off the ground with my memories and dreams in them. Well? What do you want Bill?"

He got up still holding his stomach. "Well if you would hold your punches to yourself then I would remind you that you start as my assistant today. Anyway, even if that was what I intended, you would have to comply. Unless you want our deal to be broken and for your mom to go back to being dead?" Wow. Now that just stung. Doesn't seem like it should but it did. You looked at him with daggers in your eyes, ready to do something drastic. "If you ever say anything like that ever again, I will personally punch the living or dead light and darkness out of you. Then everything you feel, hear, touch, taste, and smell will be white. Nothing but white. Got it?" You said as you pulled him by his vest down to your level. He looked genuinely scared and shocked for a moment, then hid it behind a smirk. "Woah ok there, touchy subject. But you do look pretty hot when your angry." You blushed madly and growled at him. As you let him go, things started to fade. Guess it meant you were waking up."Well toots, seems your waking up. Pick you up in reality at noon. See ya!"

With that, you woke up in your bed. Same room, same clothes, same house. Now that you were back, you had serious doubts about what good this deal would do you. 'God, what have I done?'

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