I Think I'm Gay for you (BoyxBoy)

Chapter 3

Yay it's chapter three after I publish this chapter I am going to dedicate it to VEGAN_CALI. I really appreciate that he always comments and is pretty awesome. Okay on with the story!

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*Still Jake's POV*

So there I was flipping the pages to basically porn (aka yaoi). I can't believe Alana has been reading this stuff since she was twelve. I mean I don't blame her cause this shit is so frickin' H.O.T.

I like the story.... But then all that sexy stuff happened and now I ruined my underwear.

Hahaha, never thought I would say that.

I opened my laptop and started to search 'yaoi'. There were so many different kinds and so many manga. I didn't notice the time pass until I looked at my alarm clock and it read: 2:30AM

I'm shocked. How can so many hours pass? I'm hooked on YAOI!!!

So I have studied, so do I need to practice or something? Why do I need to study anyway? Holy shit, is this for Alex! I'm so fucking clueless.

I got hard.... so I guess that means I'm gay. I got hard so that also means that I am able to love Alex with my body. I'm actually glad I figured out I'm gay.

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I woke up and went to take a shower. When I realized that Alana probably imagined me and Alex doing it, I was standing there in awkward silence by myself.

After my awkward shower, I ate my breakfast, and before I could take another bite out of my eggo I realized my mom was getting my dirty clothes and there is still like ten books of yaoi everywhere. I ran up stairs and opened my door and saw my mom cleaning my room.

"What the fuck mom?" I said as my mom looked up at me.

"Aw Jake, don't worry everyone has they want to hide, I understand, but don't curse at me," She kissed my cheek picked up the laundry basket and left.

Thank god she didn't care about it. I almost died of embarrassment.

I heard my phone ring and I ran to get it like my life depended on it.

It was Alana.

"Hey.....so how was the stuff was it to your liking?" she said excitedly.

"Well now I know I am gay so-," She cut my sentence off.

"OMG!!!Yay......*cries a little bit* I'm proud of myself for giving you those books, I'm letting you keep those," she said like a crazy person.

"Okay thanks.... I have to go. I have to volunteer today," I said as Jackie my little sister walked into my room.

"Okay, but remember what the books taught you..." she said then she hung up.

I looked at Jackie and picked her up.

"Are you ready for the big ten tomorrow princess?" I asked as rocked her gently in place.

"Mmmhhhmm," she hummed. She is just precious to me.

Tomorrow is her tenth birthday and she went through a lot this year.

"Did you eat your breakfast yet" I asked.

"Yup," she said popping the p.

"Okay, go and get ready to go shopping with Nathan, Mommy and Daddy." I told her.

"Can't you come too?" she asked making her puppy dog eyes.

"Jack, I need to volunteer today." I sadly said as she left to get ready.

I got my phone and head phones then went down stairs.

My mom was going to drop me off at the school. I help little kids with sign language. It's a silly reason why I do it but it's for a good cause. The reason why is because I saw this sad movie of this little kid growing up to be an adult with deafness and I decided to help out little kids.

I learned sign language and took classes for 2 years. It was all worth it because I see those little smiles on their adorable faces and I get to help. Alex tried it with me because he wanted to spend time with me but he didn't do so well.

When I got out the car, I went into the school and signed in and went to the classroom I usually use. When I got there, there was already someone there.

"Hey...." I said.

The boy turned around and he is really cute and young like my age.

'hello' he signed.

'hi' I signed.

"Jake this is Michael. Today you are helping him," the teacher that usually assigns kids to me said while signing and looking at both of us.

"Well isn't he a bit older than I usually help out with?" I said without signing because I didn't want him to see want I'm saying.

"I know, but Michael got a disease which made him lose his hearing and he is learning to sign now because it wasn't so long ago." she look a bit upset about it when she pulled me to the side to tell me.

"Okay, I'm sorry..." I said feeling kinda sad.

Mrs.Patel left and I was left alone with Michael.

"Sorry about that," I both said and signed.

"It's no problem, and thank you." he said.

'When did you become deaf?' I signed

"Last month." he said.

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We met every week after that. Eventually I started to like Michael. I think its better to like Michael than to like Alex. After all we are best friends and he'll never like me (Alex).

All the time that I spent with Alex, I wished that I didn't feel like confessing to him, until I realized I like Michael.

Today when I see Alex I am defiantly coming out to him. Its been bothering me that my best friend doesn't even know something about me that's important.

When Alex and I met at the park I was all fidgety and nervous.

"Are.... you okay? Jake you look sick." Alex said as he felt my head with the back of his hand.

"I need to tell you something," I said as Alex took his hand off my face.

"You know, we live next to each other you, we didn't have to come here" Alex asked.

"I'm gay." I whispered quickly.

It looked like he heard me because his eyes were wide open and he looked pretty shocked.

"I know," Alex replied.

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Hello everyone... right on time. I wanted to know what you guys think about Michael and if I should change anything about him. If you want to know more about the characters plz tell in the comments because I have their individual stories in my head but I don't know if I should write about them.

The song I'm including is 'First time he kissed a boy' by Kadie Elder. I am thinking of writing a story to this song so hope u enjoy.

Also I need a character for Michael so plz comment on that.

THANK YOU & LOVE YA'LL!!

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