I Think I'm Gay for you (BoyxBoy)

Chapter 5

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*Michaels POV*

This morning I got up and saw a light flashing. It was my phone. Since I can barley hear anything my mom got me this thing where it signs what people say. It was expensive but she insisted.

It was Jake.

"Hey, can I come over?" he asked.

"Jake, it's like seven thirty," I said.

"It's the weekend..... please I need a friend right now." he said.

"Okay.." I answered.

"I'm outside."

I hung up and rushed down stairs.

When I opened the door Jake looked upset and his eyes looked teary.

"What's wrong?" I asked.

He didn't reply he just took a step and hugged me.

"Lets go upstairs." I said.

He followed me upstairs and sat on my bed.

"I like you.... in a way I shouldn't like a friend." Jake said.

"What do you mean?" I asked confused yet knowing what he meant.

"I like you, like I can have sex with you. I could kiss you. I coul-"

"I get it," I cut him off.

"Do you hate me?" he asked.

"No, I don't. I'm not gay but I like you.... in that way too." I said looking at the floor.

"I want.... you to be my first." he whispered.

"First what?" I asked.

"I want you to have sex with me."

"I don't- I don't know what to say. "

"I can be bottom..... if you want me to."

"Okay...."

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Jake took off his shirt. He has this cute little birth mark on his collar bone. My mistake did I say cute I meant HOT.

"Do you really want to do this?" I asked.

"Yes, I do."

He sat across me and tugged on my shirt. I saw a tear run down his cheek.

"No, you don't. Why do you want to have sex anyway?"

"I'm sorry." He said.

"What happened?" I asked.

"I told my best friend that I was gay..... and he...... ran. He didn't even say anything he..... just ran."

"Are you okay?"

"Yeah. I think we should take it slow," he said.

"Well you're going to talk to him. And he is going to accept you, like he would've if he didn't run off. " I said clearly assuring him.

"Ok, I'll go now." He threw his shirt on and ran down the stairs.

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*Jake's POV*

I ran over to Alex's house and opened the door since Alex gave me a key a while ago.

"Is Alex home?" I asked his mom.

"Yeah, he went upstairs a while ago," she said

When I made it to his room, I hesitated to open the door, but when I did sure enough Alex was there, on his bed, under his covers.

"Alex... are you awake?"

"No.... why are you here?" he asked.

"Well..... I wanted to know why you ran."

"I.... I don't know. I do accept you though. I don't know why I ran." he answered.

I sat on his bed and took the covers off.

"So you accept me being gay?" I asked.

"Yeah, I do."

Without thinking I grabbed his face, and kissed him.

He kissed me back with his beautiful, soft lips.

I was never ever happier than I am right now. I let go to see his face.

He was flushed, his hair was messy and his eyes were filled with tears.

"Although I liked Michael.... I love you." I said.

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