Fake Love

Chapter 8

I'm totally in love with Shawn Mendes Stitches! You guys have to hear it it's awesome <3

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Last night my mind was filled with so many thoughts that I couldn't sleep at all.
The thoughts of my mother... This Harry guy... Sam Styles and the things he's done to my family.
And of course, myself.
How I don't really want to give in but at the back of my mind, I do want to take back our wealth and find my mother and give her a chance.
And also I somehow know that I should eventually give in because who knows what Liam is capable of. I mean he's my uncle but he could kick me out of his house and that's not something I could bear now.

But on the other hand I'm afraid and don't want to get myself in trouble anymore.

"Farren, babyyyy I'm back!" the doors opens and the one and only Niall Horan walks in with a wide smile on his face.

"Niall how many times do I have to remind you that you have to knock? I could be naked or even doing something that you shouldn't see." I tell him as I get out of my bed and rub my sleepy eyes.

"Okay you're damn right but what's the fun in that?" he smiles and seats down on my chair.

"And what's exactly the fun in coming in without knocking?" I push him away and grab my brush to untangle my messy hair.

"Well I'm always excited to see what position you're in and what you're up to... And you know, I've never got the chance to spot you naked or anything. So I guess you're right. Its no fun." He frowns and I chuckle from his stupid thoughts.

"Oh I'm so sorry for your bad luck Niall... I'll let you know when I'm naked the next time. Oh and by the way... Where did you go last night?" I go into the bathroom room and wash my face and he comes to stand in the doorway.

"Well I was out with some friends. Oh and guess what I heard?!"

"What did you hear?"

"Luke has got a café! That kid couldn't even work in a book shop. I wonder how he's managing a café of his own." Niall says and we both walk out of my bathroom when I'm done with my morning routines.

"Oh really? I think we could visit him or something. I also need to ask him some questions." I tell Niall and my mind goes straight to what Liam told me. He said Luke has been the part of the new project and I'm sure he can tell me more about it.
Not that I've finally agreed or anything... I'm just a bit curious and his words could even change my mind or something.

"Hmmmm I think we could go now. I really want to see his café and who knows, I could even make fun of it."

"Don't be jealous Niall. " I grab my jacket and we head out.

"I am not." He frowns and makes me sure that he's just jealous of Luke.

"Ok whatever. Have you seen Zayn? He came to me yesterday and he was acting so weird. Not that it's something new...but he even apologized when I declined him." I ask him while we walk to his car.

"Oh yeah I saw him arriving around midnight. And he got a girl with him... I'm sorry..." He looks at me with worried eyes but I cut him off.

"Oh it's alright... He's got his own needs anyway... And I'm completely okay with it since I don't want to do it any longer with him." I smile up at him to assure that I'm being honest about my feelings.

"So you mean you don't love him any more?"

"Not this Zayn. And I miss the old him so much..." I do miss his old version but I can bear his absence now, tho it's still hard.