My world was crashing around me with me going down with it. My heart was shattered, my feelings gone but one, sadness. I felt like the my sun was gone and without its gravity holding it together, the solar system comes crashing down. That's how I felt except my sun was a boy. One boy that I loved yet he was the one who hated me the most. In two short texts I was down for the count, in two short texts my sun was gone. In those two short texts I was wanting to die. Because of these texts I'm writing this to you, they're the reason I'm drowning in blood with a knife in my hand looking on the outside as I felt on the inside. All of this because of one boy and two texts.