I'm in my 3rd month and you can clearly see I've gotten fatter. For now I can still have the excuse of eating to much but soon it's hoodie time.
Month four is already time for the hoodie. My stomach looks actually like I'm pregnant.
Month five is getting hard to hide. Also people are probably getting suspicious why I'm wearing hoodies in august.
Month six is killing me. I can hardly go anywhere without wearing something extremely wide.
Month seven is the time I go on "vacation" I say by to Becky and James and we'll just stay home.
Month eight is sometimes giving me contractions. Not a lot but it still sucks. I also make an appointment at the hospital.
Month nine. Walking is hard sleeping is hard. Everything is hard to do.
I'm wake up from another non sleeping night and slowly make my way to the bathroom. Since I have to pee like 24-7. No literally I go to the bathroom like 5 times a night.
I finish peeing and putting on some pants that hardly fit me and a bra. Since none of my shirts fit. Or at least aren't comfortable.
I walk down the stairs and on the last three steps slip. I fall on my back and everything hurts. My contractions start like a lot and when I look down between my legs there is blood. OMG what is going on.
I forgot my phone upstairs. So I slowly start my way back upstairs.
I finally get to my phone and call 911. They said they'd be there in 10 minutes max.
They arrive and thankfully I forgot to lock the door the other night so they came right in
I hear them run upstairs and then their there.
They slowly pick me up and put me on a carrier. Then head downstairs and out the door into the ambulance.
Once in the ambulance. I scream with pain. Not kidding I've never had that much pain in my entire life.
Nurse: it's gonna be alright.
I was now laying there crying.
A little later we arrive at the hospital. I was rolled in and I'm pretty sure like 50 people saw me.
With my bra in and bleeding from down bellow. Plus me being pregnant.
I'm now in a room and they carefully put me on a bed.
As soon as they all leave two female nurse's come in.
Nurse #1: ok sweety, I'm henna give you a pain killer. Then we will help you give birth.
While nurse #1 inserted a needle into my arm nurse #2 removed my pants and panties then covered me with a blanket.
The pain killer worked really well. I still had pain but not as much. Also I could finally talk normal.
Me: I don't know how this works. I didn't inform myself about this and I'm at least 2 weeks early.
Nurse #1: we're gonna help you.
Me: I don't even have a name yet. Don't know if it's gonna be a boy or a girl.
Nurse #1: you'll know the right name once that little baby is in your arms.
I just knot yes.
Nurse #2: ok so you gonna spread your legs. Then push when I tell you too and make sure to push the whole time.
I do as she says.
Nurse #2: push 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 and release.
That wasn't to bad.
Nurse #2: push 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 release
Ok now this was getting a bit harder. The pain came back.
Me: ooowwww
Nurse #2: ok one more big push and the head is out. Ready push 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 release. Good job the head is out.
Thank god.
Nurse #2: ok your gonna have to push maybe one or two more big times.
Me: ok
Nurse #2: push 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 release one more and push 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 release
I exhale and drop my head.
Nurse #2: congratulations it's a boy.
She lays him in my stomach. He was crying but so cute. My baby boy. My little kye. Yes his name is kye.
Nurse #1: ok I'm gonna wash him and then bring him back. You can also change or take a quick shower if you like.
Yes please. She takes kye and Wales into another room I also get up and the other nurse shows me the shower. I hop in and when I come out the bed has new sheets on them and kye is in a little bed next to it.
I walk over and sit down on the edge of the bed. Only wearing a robe. Then take him out of his little bed and lay down with him.
I start feeding him.
I just stare down at him. His buitiful eyes. Just like James's. A mix of hazel and blue.
I see him go off to sleep. I do to making sure he won't fall off te bed.
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