Three days later me and Kye are aloud to go home. I call Becky. I need to tell someone cause I'm sure not walking home.
Calling Becky
Me: hey can you get to the hospital and pick me up?
Becky: why what happened
Me: I'll explain once you get there.
Becky: ok see you in a bit
Me: bye
We hang up. Since she lives further away I need to wait like 20 minutes. Kye is crying cause it's been like and hour since I feed him and there is no way I'm doing it in public.
I finally see her car pull up. Then walk outside with him in my arms.
Becky: what in the worldMe: start driving.
She does.
Me: ok let me explain. Remember a couple months ago when I all the sudden started wearing hoodies a d then took a 4 month vacation. Well I was pregnant. I was scared to tell anyone.
Becky: well you sure wouldn't have to be scared to tell me. You know I can keep a secret. What'd his name
Me: Kye
Becky: that's a sweet name. Now how old is he.
Me: 4 days.
Becky: how did it feel. Giving birth
Me: the worst pain you will ever feel in your entire life. A mixture of death and cramps.
Becky: well let's hope I won't experience that anytime soon.
I start feeding him.
Becky: what are you doing
Me: he's hungry, what never seen a breast before.
Becky: no its just a bit weird.
We continue driving.
As we get home I pull out a dipper. Change Kye and lay him down in his crypt since he was sleeping.
Becky: when are you planning in telling James.
Me: I don't know. I'm so scared he'll break up with me.
Becky: he probably will if you keep it a secret from him. You like haven't talked to him in month. He probably thinks you found someone else.
Me: your right. I'm just so scared.
Becky: don't be, if he really loves you he'll be alright with it.
Me: ok I'll let him know end of this week. Want Kye getting used to his home first.
Becky: im gonna go have to drop something off at the post office.
Me: ok, and thanks
Becky: no problem.
She leaves and im alone with him and feel exhausted.
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It's Friday and I call James. He really does need to know.
Calling James
Me: hey Babe I know I haven't really talked to you in a while. But can you come over. It's really important.
James: yeah, when do you want me there
Me: like right now
James: ok see you in a bit.
30 minutes later the door rings. Kye is still upstairs in my bedroom sleeping. I open the door and James comes in.
James: hey sk what's up
Me: so what would you do if I was pregnant.
James: why are you asking this
Me: just what would you do
James: I don't know.
Me: well there is something I've been hiding from you the last 9 month. I've been so scared to tell you cause I thought you'd leave me.
James: what are you talking about
I get up and walk upstairs to get Kye. When I walk downstairs and into the living room James's eyes widden.
James: is this your baby
Me: no its out baby
He doesn't say anything just stares down at him.
Me : do you want to hold him
James: ye-yeah sure
I give him Kye.
James: why would you keep this a secret from me.
Me: like I said I was or am scared your gonna break up.
James: I mean I'm in shock but I'd never leave you. I love you and that will never change.
Me: really.
James: yeah really.
I start crying.
James: hey baby its ok, we're gonna make a great family. Only thing I still gotta do is move in.
I look at him and smile.
He excepted Kye and isn't mad at me. Even agrees on helping me raise him. This can't get any better now can it.
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