"What do you mean?" I asked slowly setting down my glass.
"My name isn't Shawn, it----it's Nasir King". I gasped and covered my mouth....oh...my...god...
"Whoa whoa", I sarcastically laughed in shock and my eyes widened "Thee Nasir King? Nasir Billionaire King... The King Family?" He shook his head "Yea, that's me... I came to New York about 3 years ago, hoping to find stability with a new name and life... So I made a whole new identity for myself. I paid myself into the police force, buying top of the State fake i.d's and recruitment papers saying I was transferred from the F.B.I".
"Shaw--I mean Nasir...This is fucking crazy. So you're telling me you been lying to me about your whole life...how could you?" "Look Tiny, this wasn't easy for me ok? I had to work under the table for 3 years now, running my Billion dollar company by myself.... But my old life was killing me internally, so I had to flee away from it".
"So what about me? Where do I come into this little scam". "It's not a scam Tiny, especially you...I was transported to the detective squad and seen your file come up. You were beautiful, and what I read about you and your professions...I just had to have you. So I went to your place of business and busted your tail lights out". I didn't know whether you smile or continue to be mad "Wow, this is absolutely crazy", was all I could say.
"I know this all is out of nowhere and crazy, but I couldn't lie to you anymore". "So this explains all the money and stuff"... So here I sat in the Limo with one of the richest men on the planet earth... Damnit! That's why my mom said he looked so familiar, It all made sense somehow... "So can I ask a question?" I said. "Yea, it depends though, I have some limits regarding my personal life". "How did you manage to hide? What about your family?"
"When I left you that year I went to my family in California and told them where I was staying and that I was happy with my new life. I chose New York because It was such a big place and I knew I could somehow hide out here". "Why are you hiding out?" He was silent and pressed the button for the sliding window "Give us ten", he ordered. The driver nodded and the car started again.
"There's many things I would have to explain, but there's limits to what I can tell you. I was depressed there, growing up from a rich family can take toll on you after a while". "Wow, this is so much", I sighed. I felt the car stop again, we mustv'e made it back around to the restaurant. Rafael helped me out of the car and Nasir walked in front of us. It felt weird saying his name in my head... Nasir King...Wow.
He escorted me to our table, the place was elegant at it's best. The waitress immediately sat two champagne flutes in front of us. While he wasn't looking, I gulped two sips and wiped my mouth "Um, can I ask you something". His eyes where sad "Yea". "Did you tell me the truth about relationships?" "No", he sat down his glass "I was married twice". "Oh", I said in disbelief "What the fuck Shawn, I mean Nasir, you were married?" "Yea, but that's all you need to hear". "No, this isn't fair I need to know more. You've been hiding this shit from me, I deserve to hear this". "I said this is allot for me you need to understand me". "Fuck that, how long ago was this huh?" I was furious at this moment. "5 years ago Tiny".
"Your food", The waitress sat down two plates of Italian stuffed ravioli. "Thank you", we both said in harmony. I looked back at him in disgust "So, how old are you?" "I'm still 28". "And your family?" He stiffened and shook his head. "What the hell does that mean?" I asked. "Look Tiny, you need to calm your ass down". "I opened myself to you with shit, and I can't get a simple answer outta you". "I'm trying Tiny OK!" He shouted. That brought attention from around the Restaurant. "And if you can't understand me now, you never will", he stood and tossed money on the table "I'm not what you wanted and I never will baby. I'll go away and you never have to see me again".
I stood and followed after him "Just like that huh? Just up and leave like last time? All of it was fake! Just like all these other fake ass niggas huh?" He spun around "I tried being regular for you, for us, but I never imagined getting busted like this, now like this, it's bringing back all the shit I fought 3 years to escape from". "So what about me?" I asked.
"I didn't know it would be like this, telling you this... I'm not.....I'm not the person you want". "Iv'e been with you thus far, how the hell are you going to tell me what I want?" "You want Shawn, you don't want me; I'm broken". "I do want you". "Who am I?" He asked; his eyes glistening. "I- I don't know yet baby. But I can listen, I can try to understand what's going on". "I'll hurt you Tiny, I promise this isn't what you want. And I have to protect us both by leaving" .
My heart jumped fast as he continued to walk away "Noo", I ran after him tugging his jacket. "I'm going back to California". "I'm coming with you", I said. "No you're not, you'll stay and go back to your happy life". "Why Nasir? Why are you treating me like this? I'll get used to the name change, but it's you that I want". "Tania it doesn't work that way". "Don't call me Tania, that's passing the line".
"See how that works? Names mean allot huh?" I rolled my eyes "No Nasir, it's different! Your name isn't Shawn, it's Nasir; two diffent stories". "Your name is Tania not Tiny, but your real name carries stories don't it?" "I"--- "DON'T IT?" he cut me off. "Yes Nasir". "Exactly, so does mines".
"You don't love me Nasir?" He sighed "You know I have love for you, yes". "Well say it then", I crossed my arms. "Tiny", He said looking at me. "Say it Nasir or i'll fucking leave". "I don't want you like this", he answered. I drew a sharp breath and nodded slowly "Ok" I snatched off the necklace he gave me and threw it to him "After all we've been through Nasir, Shawn whoever the fuck you are. I don't need shit from you anymore, just leave and never fucking call me again".
"I care about you Tiny"... He whispered and I ran out before he seen my painful cry.
I ran into the limo and Raphael started the car "Um- I know what he told you I could tell by your demeanor, but he's really a good man. I worked for him for ten years now, but he's really a broken man over the years, it's gotten worst". "Why couldn't you tell me before?" "I'm his friend, friends hold secrets no matter what's the situation". "Well, none of it matters now, It's over I just wanna go home". "Alright", he said no more and drove away.
I looked back and Nasir stood in the street and watched us drive away...
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Wanted Man (Bad Cop #1) Extreme Sexual Content
RomanceTinia Watson grew up with a terrible life. She had a terrible childhood and was forced into sex at a young age.She uses the new her to mask the monsters in her past. She would never tell her stories...Not even to the man she loves or she think she l...