My dearest [Name],
I wasn't planning on writing another one of these, but I felt like I needed to. I can't stop thinking about you and this is the only way for me to get my feelings out, even if you never read these. I think I might start writing these regularly.
We finally debuted. Have you seen us yet? I think the music we made was pretty cool. Hey guess what? One of my members, Min Yoongi or Suga as we call him, came from Daegu, just like us! He's a rapper and he's really good. He sleeps all of the time though... Almost all of the members are older than me ha ha. But Jungkook is the maknae so I'm safe :) Namjoon/Rap Monster is our leader. He's also a rapper. Somehow he breaks anything he touches and Jin has to clean up after him. Jin is like the mom of our group :D. Jimin is the one who always shows off his abs. There's also J-Hope. He's our hope! If any of us are feeling down, he can bring a smile to our face. I can talk to him about anything! Except you... I can't bring myself to tell any of them about you. I'm scared that I'll break down in front of them. We can't have the happiest and weirdest (except for maybe J-Hope ha ha) member being sad, can we? I don't want them to worry about me. We all have really hectic schedules and it can be pretty stressful.
I almost called you today. I wanted to hear your voice again. I still do. Do you ever want to hear my voice again? Probably not, but I guess it's easier for you since you could just look up "BTS."
Do you ever think about me? About all of our memories? I do. I do it all of the time. Remember that hill we used to go to all of the time? It was so beautiful in the spring and summer. There were so many pretty flowers. You loved going there. You'd always make us flower crowns and we'd run around and have fun. I still have those flowers that you pressed to make bookmarks. I keep them on the wall in our dorm. They're so beautiful, just like you. Oops. That sounded really cheesy, didn't it? Sorry.
I have to end this email here. We have practice again in five minutes. I gotta get my smile ready!
I miss you.
Love,
Kim Taehyung the Flower Boy
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