Saved as Draft [Kim Taehyung]

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Dear [Name],

I'm so tired. Our schedule was so hectic today. I want to see you so much. God, I miss you. five years now? I'm not sure. It's been so long since I last saw you or hear your voice. It hurts, [Name], it hurts so much.

I'm scared. I'm afraid that I'll never see you again and I'll never get over you. I'm scared, [Name]. I'm fucking terrified. Why did you have to do that? Why did you have to leave? Damn, do you know what it feels like? How the hell would you? You didn't fucking care anyways, so how would you know? You don't know how I feel, you never will. Go find yourself someone better than me, why don't you? Someone else who will love you as much as I did. Someone who you won't just leave behind like a useless piece of trash. That's all I was to you, wasn't it? Did you ever fucking care? Did you ever think about me at night when you couldn't sleep? 'Cause I did and I still fucking do. You're all that's on my mind, damn it. I can't stop thinking of you but I want to, I want to so bad. Fuck you, [Name]. You just had to go and make everything worse, didn't you? I hate you so much. I hate you, I hate you, I hate you! I can't sleep at night because of you! It's all your fault. You'll never understand.

Unfortunately still with love,
Kim Taehyung

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{a/n: ok so i kinda have this intense urge to make this rly angsty. like, i was planning a happy ending, but idk now. thoughts?}