chpt.2
i got home jumping out of my car tears still rushing down my face i couldnt help but think about jared his green eyes his milk chocolate hair and most of all how he wanted to help me what could he do im a lost cause im gone...... forever, since that day he doesnt even know me how could he help me hes jared matherson and im vidia loyd the school freak
i slouched down in my own little bath room, doing the only things i know how to do right cry and cut i hate my self everyone hates me banging my head against the wall , i stood up looking in the mirror my wavy blond hair my dainty little scrawny body who would ever want to help me im so dull
honey are you home? my mom shouted from downstairs, i hoped if i didnt say anything she would just go back to her own business but she didnt, a few moments later my mom came into my room sweetie are you ok? NO mom im never ok!, she looked down in sadness she knew the things i did and how i felt she tried to avoid it.
il be downstairs you can order some pizza, thanks mom night i went under the covers of my bed and just stayed there ........ i looked at the clock 5 in the morning i got up with little to no sleep brushed my hair and changed my top, i went downstairs grabbing some day old toast and eating it
dreading the thought of school , school was half and hour away due to the fact i live in the contry side in a multi million dollar home dad was never there he was with his clients travelling around the world and mom had friends of her own
when i parked i sat in my car for twenty minutes , my passenger door opened there he was jared in my car, WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING? i asked pissed off, i came to talk to you im sorry for yesterday but i want to be your friend let me be your friend please?, i didnt understand why he tried so hard why cant he just take no for an answer it angered my but i knew it was the only way to go
ok..., he smiled but then his face went mutal like a robot he grabbed my hand i tried to pull away but i couldnt he saw blood leaking threw my pink shirt , when he lifted the sleeve his face narrowed why would you do this to yourself? why cant you see you are beautiful?
im not beautiful im nothing... my head fell tears dripping from my face i felt his hand touch my chin lifting my head till my eyes met his, you are beautiful why dont you see that because you should
its.... its time for school i said he jumped out of the car walked around and opened my door i got up and out locking it behind me we walked into the school together and all was silent like we had all froze in time , he walked me to my locker and there it was again those three little letters he grabeed my hand entwining it with his
it ok those are just letters they mean nothing , for the first time in two years a smile was forming on my face a little one but it faded soon after i grabbed my books out of my locker and we went to class i never noticed it but jared was in all my classes always behind me but today he sat with me for every class and no one bothered me it like they didnt know i was there and i was able to do what ever i wanted
i felt normal i felt free until...., who the hell do you think you are ? taylor faced narrowed turning red i didnt say a word i kept to myself and silent ANSWER ME YOU SKANK! suddenly i felt a red hot burning on my face as she threw her hot coffee all of me i started to cry and ran out to my car
i was backing up to leave when there was a bang on my trunk where are you going vidia it was jared i locked my doors go away jared we ahouldnt be friends, what the hell vidia what happened?!?
NOTHING just go.., no vidia im not leaving you alone im here for you and theres nothing you can do about it so open up the car door and let me in!
i did what he told tears rushing down my face , he entered the car looking at my stained clothes and red face due to the coffe of coarse, vidia what....... what happened? who did this? are you ok?.....
NO IM NOT I HAVENT BEEN FOR ALONG TIME JUST GO leave me be...... i started to bang my head against the seat and punch my car, stop it vidia now!
when suddenly he pulled me into a hug holding me , it going to be ok vid its going to be ok i let my body lye into him we just sat there i the middle of the parking lot silent holding each other , i looked up at him tears still coming down my face when his lips compressed against mine he kissed me jared matherson school bad boy kissed me.
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Romansavidia loyd has never been the same since june 23rd she comes from a rich family with parents who rarely pay attention to one an other. she is the school freak and every girl makes sure her day doesn't go by without the painful memory of what happene...
