the bad boy fixed me.

Part five

Jared was in my kitchen looking for some junk food that I never ate.

"Where are the bowls?" He said chips in mouth and pop in hand, "bottom cupboard next to the fridge". "Thank you" coming over to the couch he sat down right next to me. "eww ketchup those are gross"; Jared looked at me like I was some weird fish on discovery show. "Your crazy ketchup is the best!" Shoving them in his mouth. "Your such a pig", "but a hot pig right?" a smile creeping onto his face, "yes a very hot pig" I blushed before he kissed me. "eww I don't want your ketchup chip breath" pushing him away; he laughed drinking some pop. "There now I have coke a cola breath. Leaning in he kissed me, I let him this time because he was so nice trying to get rid of the gross ketchup taste in his mouth"

We turned on saw 3 "do you need me to keep you safe he said putting his arm around me. "No scary movies don't bother me"; he didn't take much thought to my comment leaving it to be besides the point. We started the movie

"Vidia?" "Yeah" "what happened on June 23rd?", suddenly I was back in the dark room my hands tied to the bed my mouth covered by his big sweaty hand. I moved a little away from Jared my eyes tearing up; I wasn't ready to talk about that day the reason the letters d.i.e were all over my locker. "Why would you ask me that?" My voice firm and loud, louder then I had expected my face reddened the tears starting to fall. "I'm sorry vidia forget I said anything"

But I couldn't the one thing that was keeping me happy for a little while faded. I stood up running out of the room. I went out my front door heading for the little forest by my house; I couldn't stop runnin everything ached and yet I kept going I feared Jared would catch up to me. The sky was turning a Black blue, night was starting to set in. I finally stopped my throat was dry and I didn't know where I was. The sky was pitch black and everything was quiet. I shivered laying down on the wet grass and branches; it was uncomfortable but I stayed crouched in a ball. My horror story started to enter my head "stop please stop" I cried trying to scream. "Shut up" , I kept trying to push him away but it was no use I was just causing myself more pain. He was to large and heavy I didn't have a chance. My legs felt numb under his tears streamed down my face. "That's it shh it will be over soon" his big husky voice said. He groaned my stomach started to twist.

No stop don't think about it, tears started to stream down my face. "Vidia?" It was Jared just in The distance. "Go away!" I shouted putting my head back down; twigs crunched under his feet he was right in front o me. "Leave me alone please Jared go just go" there was a long silence. "Fine il go" I got up as fast as possible just about to sprint his hand grabbed my arm, pulling me into a hug. He wrapped his arms around me; his arms were big and strong his body was warm, I tried to pull away but he was to strong. So I stayed, tears fell down like a big rain storm.

"Vidia i....... im sorry" he sounded desperate trying to keep me safe his grip tightened; his head sat on top of mine. "Jared?" "Yea?" His voice soft and soothing "your crushing me" his grip loosened instantly "sorry"

"It's ok" even in the darkness I could see the outline of his face;his eyes felt almost alive staring into me. "No vidia im sorry I asked, it is just I don't want to lose you I have never felt this way before about a girl" I was speechless I didn't know what to say. I started to cry falling to a sitting position. Jared knelt down beside me "why are you crying vidia?" His hand rested on my shoulder. "Because of you , I don't deserve you I'm such a mess and your perfect" he chuckled a little making me mad "I'm not perfect far from it but you, you are beautiful you shine above the rest"

I felt his hand grip under me, picking me up I wrapped my arm around his neck, I nuzzled my head into his chest.

He walked in the pitch black; carrying me the whole way when we reached my house. "Wait Jared don't go in my house my moms home I don't want her to know what happened" he propped me down in front of him

"Where do you want to go?" I thought for a moment I didn't really go

anywhere I didn't know what was out there; without even thinking about it the words fell from my mouth "your place" there was a bit of silence "ok" we got into his car. None of us spoke a word the first ten minutes of driving, before I got up to courage; I didn't want to lose him not now I have to tell him I need to tell Jared the truth.

"How much do you know?" He kept his eyes on the road "about what?"

"June 23rd" my voice got quiet almost calming. His face went blank his eyes opened a little wider "most of it I try not to think of" he sounded hurt. "What do you mean?" My voice a little concerned "I mean I know but i want to believe its a lie that your weren't raped by your dads best friend" just as he said it, I knew he wanted to take it back "im sorry I shouldn't of said that, vidia I wish that didn't happen to you". "Jared it is not your fault I wish it didn't happen to"

We entered a beautiful drive way the size of mine almost his house wasn't as open as mine; the house was

Mostly stone a fountain in the middle of the drive way. All the lights were off the house seemed deserted almost. "They must be sleeping"

He opened my door grabbing my hand we went into his house. "Keep quiet I don't want to wake anyone" we went up the stairs before he opened the door to his room. It was bigger then mine a guitar laying on the ground; so football posters up and a king sized bed. He had painted his room gray and had a little bathroom to the right across from the bed. I didn't think much just crawled into his bed under the covers. " Il sleep on the ground"

"No you don't have to its a king sized bed and I don't mind" he stood there for a moment before he crawled in under the cover his shirt was off I hadn't noticed in the dark. His abs were hard like stone and his body was warm. He wrapped his arms around me; my face still stained with tears my head moved touching his chest. I felt safe there. Before I dozed off Jared seemed to be saying something. "I think i....." I was asleep,