the bad boy fixed me.

part four

it had been four day since i had last seen or talked to jared. my hip bones hurt and were swollen due to the cuts all over them. i sat curled in a ball under the repeated beat of water on my body. the water was turning cold but then again after sitting here for two hours i would expect it to. i kept replaying the words he shout "ur diffrent" they ran through me my body started to get chills shaking me.

I couldn't bring myself to believe he could ever believe I'm beautiful. That he would want to be my boyfriend.

It made no sense Why would someone who didn't give a care in the world for anyone care about me?

I jumped out of the shower, my phone had seven missed calls "I wonder if it was jared?"

I picked up my phone about to call the number when there was a knock at the door.

I threw on jeans and a sweater running downstairs to answer the door. A feeling of fear ran through my body believing the possibility it was Jared.

I opened the door Jared standing there "Um hi" he stood firm staring into me as if he was trying to pass a barrier .... A barrier to my soul. "Hi"

He just stood there saying nothing staring at me. "what do you want?" I said louder then I expected.

Before I had a chance say something else he chuckled under his breath walking away.

"What the hell! what do you want Jared?"

He didn't turn around just kept walking to his car. I rushed after him anger ran over me feeling a bold rush through my body. "Hey! I'm talking to you"

He stopped turning around almost running into me he rushing cupping my face with his hand kissing me. I kissed him back, feeling like the world had stopped moving we stood there in my extravagant big drive way kissing. He smiled biting my bottom lip.

pulling way I swung my eyes open, I looked into his eyes. "I want you" he smiled, I smiled too.

"So what does this mean?" I asked, "I don't know I guess we will see" a smile washed over his face. His wavy brown hair was tousled and his lips were plump due to the fact he was biting his bottom lip.

We walked into my house, the marble floors shined. The open floor and beautiful living room surrounded by windows letting in all the light. I never really looked at how beautiful my house was before it seemed so clear now.

When the pain of my hip bones rubbing against my jeans kicked in, I grabbed my hipbones; pain washed over my face. Jared's smile unwinded he grabbed my leg. Pulling my jeans down just a little he saw my hipbones, his jaw locked turning red.

"Why would you do this to yourself?"

I kept quiet my head turned down.

He stood up his strong hand lightly lifting my head. He stared into my eyes; he looked as I were about to cry more so then I did.

Gently he cupped my face, "you are beautiful vidia loyd don't you ever forget that" looking at me he brought me into a kiss.

I didn't feel more content ever then i did right there. My stomach fluttered with butterfly's; I felt beautiful I felt forgiven for everything that has happened.

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And sorry my chpt are short that's how I write so if this story carries on there will be a lot of parts:)