Mary's POV
I was sitting on the couch scrolling through twitter reading all the hate. I know I shouldn't but I can't help it some of the things they say are true. Niall does deserve better than me. I'm not pretty and I'm fat.
"Hey are you alright?" Niall asked kneeling in front of me.
"Yea." I said putting a smile on my face.
"Are you sure? You looked kind of sad." He said.
"Yep I was just lost in thought." I told him.
"Okay." He said like he thought something was up then kissed my cheek. "Do you want to hang out with the lads?"
"Sure." I said. I really didn't want to but I haven't seen the guys I. a while so I need to.
"Let's go." He said grabbing my hand and leading me to the car. We ended up at the park, one of our favorite places to hang out.
"Hey Mary." the boys said running and tackling me in a hug.
"Hey." I said cheerfully.
"So who's up for a game of football (soccer)?" Louis asked.
"Sure why not. Do you want to play Mary?" Niall asked.
"You know I can't play. I would just end up hurting myself." I said and wished I had used different words.
"True so you can be our cheerleader." he said.
"I can do that." I said.
"Let's do it." Harry said and they all began to play. I sat there and cheered them all on but mostly Niall. When the game was finally finished they came and sat down next to me.
"You thirsty?" I asked and they nodded. "I'll go get you guys something."
"I'll go with you." Niall said.
"You guys sit here and rest for a few. I'll be back in minute." I told him then headed to a little cart to get them something. I was standing in line when someone tapped on my shoulder.
"Are you Mary, Niall's girlfriend." asked a couple girls when I looked up.
"Yes." I replied.
"Why don't you just leave him? He's only dating you because he feels sorry for you." she said then her and her friends threw their drinks on me.
"Hey." Niall yelled and I turned to see all the boys running towards me.
"OMG its One Direction can we get your autographs." asked one of the girls.
"No you just covered my girlfriend in your drinks." Niall said then lead me away.
"I'm gonna go home and change how about we all meet back up at Harry's?" I asked.
"That sounds good." Niall said. "Do you want me to go with you?"
"No I'll be fine." I told him and kissed him then headed home. When I got home I showered and changed then checked twitter. More hate which just made my mood worse as tears began to fall. People were saying that I should die and at this point that's all I want to do. I can't take this anymore. They’re right Niall does deserve better and I deserve to die. I went upstairs and grabbed the blade I kept hidden. I sat on the floor tears flowing down my face as I slide the blade across my wrist and watched as the blood flowed like a stream of water down my arm.
Niall’s POV
I walked in the house and went upstairs. "Mary." I called. She should've been at Harry's by now but for some reason she wasn't. I searched around till I found her on the bathroom floor with a pool of blood around her. "Mary." I yelled and ran over to her.
"Niall?" she whispered.
"Yes, it’s me I'm here." I told her as I grabbed a towel and placed it on her wrist. "Hold on okay." I told her as I called for help. "Helps on its way Mary." I told her after I hung up.
"I'm sorry Niall." she said.
"It's not your fault." I told her as I heard sirens in the background.
"I love you Niall." she whispered and was gone. I held her close for I knew in a few moments she'd be taken from my arms never to be there again. I don't know how I'll survive without her but I know it's what she'd want me to do.
a/n-sorry it took so long hope you like it.
