My Addiction

Charpter 9 Hospital

Kian Pov
I was laying down in my bed thinking about what i said to her. Do I feel bad kinda. But what's the worst that could happen right? she'll just cry herself to sleep.
olivias pov
Yup I'm doing this right now I'm gonna actually kill myself. I've been thinking about what Kian said and maybe everyone doesn't care. Connor won't be hurting that much right? anyways I'm here crying and cutting calling my self nasty names like 'slut' 'fat bitch' things like that. If you can tell I'm hurting so much but it's gonna be over soon. I took my pills and whispered 'goodbye' and I swallowed the pills. A few minutes went by and I heard a knock at the door but after that everything went black.
Kians pov

I heard her crying my heart broke into millions of pieces. I walked to her room and she wasn't there so I went to the bathroom door and heard her calling herself names a few minutes later she whispered 'goodbye' and everything was silent i got worried. So I knocked and she didn't open the door or even said a word. I tried to open the door but it was locked so I did the next thing that came in head. I broke the door open. Once I was in there I was in tears, she was naked in a blood pool with an empty bottle of pills beside her . I ran over to her and I put my fingers down her throat trying to make her throw up. I got most of it out and then i called an ambulance I was so sick to my stomach I wanted to throw up.
-at the hospital-
I tried calling Connor but he's not answering actually no one is answering. I honestly hate myself so much right now. I'll try calling Sam. I know I should of tried earlier but I'm jealous of Sam and Olivias friendship they're always together and I don't know why
but I get angry. Anyways I need to call him.

•Hey how are you? i hope you said good or something close to that anyways wow this chapter was pretty sad. I'm writing a depressing chapter cause I'm listening to sia but yeah imma go kay? okay.•