Enamorarse

Chapter 3 ⏳

" .... you know I just don't want to over think it "

" yea you have a tendency to over think a lot of shit " Kel'Juan said and I mugged him currently we were at the nail shop getting our feet done . He had called me while I was driving around just vibing trying to clear my mind

" Let's just not talk about it . Just have some us time " I said and he nodded leaning over peaking my lips smiling I watched as Mrs.Lou painted my toes and her daughter messaged Kel'Juan feet looking at Kel he had his eyes closed .

" Sir? Are you gay? " some little girl asked Kel I covered my mouth trying to muffle my laughs " I've never seen a man get his feet done and my momma says that's girly "

" Why are you in my face? " he mugged her " No I'm not fucking gay , a lot of dudes get their feet done . " he said rudly and she looked taken back .

" Kel " I said smacking his arm but he didn't move instead he kept mugging her

" I was just saying "

" Why are you still here " annoyance clearly in his voice she looked at him sadly before walking away to her mom I assume I shook my head focusing on my relaxation

" children can be handful can't they " Mrs.Lou said in broken English I agreed laughing as they finished up with my feet .

After 20 more minuets of getting my acrylic nails we left . I'm not mad as I was anymore I'm just enjoying time with Kel irky ass ❤ .

We drove in silence but not awkward silence it was good. He placed his hand on my thigh giving it a squeeze I smiled placing my hand over his

" How do you feel about it? " He looked at me briefly before focusing on the road

" I mean I don't know how to fee- " he looked at me

" Don't hold in how you feel with me you know I hate that " I nodded sighing

" I just feel he shouldn't have moved on yet. And maybe it just because I'm not over her death and I still carry her with me. Maybe I overreacted "

We pulled up to a red light and looked at me

" You didn't overreact. You had every right to feel the way you feel grieving takes time, a little longer in your case but it takes time . You never really get over the person that passed away you just learn to live without them " I nodded towards the light and looked ahead driving off

" You'll be okay because I'll be here for you whenever you need me too . Have you been to her grave? " I shook my head

" I can't bring myself to do it " I shrugged

" Maybe you should go " he suggested " It could give you some closure " I stayed silent responding to Jaceyon's message

" You going home tonight? " He asked me shaking my head He continued to pay attention to the rode

" na ima stay with you if its okay with your mom "

" she won't care I told her what went down with your pops " he shrugged his mom gives great advice but I don't want to talk about it no more it is what it is . I've made up mind to just wait until I'm ready to talk it out being angry wasn't going to help anything. Pulling into his place he raised an eyebrow looking at the empty driveway

" they must be gone " he said with a shrugg we got out the car walking to the house as I hit the locks on my car glancing back before walking in after Kel.