Bella's Babe

76) Not Alone

Bella/Tanya Pairing

Rated T

Summary: A short story about Bella's thoughts and feelings while she is tortured by Victoria and a rescue of her. This is a Femslash-story

Bella POV

Alone, it's not easy to be alone, at least not since he left.

He left me alone here to live a normal life, far away from a life with supernatural creatures, away from vampires.

I still not get it how he could leave me here, I mean we were in love, we were soul mates, at least he said that.

If that is... was true, I still don't know until now, but I have the feeling that maybe 'this is wrong, that maybe he lied to me.

I don't know why, but I just got this feeling that there is something out there, waiting for me, something, someone other than Edward.

The pain is not only about him leaving me, okay it's a big part of my being now, but the hardest part was all of them leaving me.

The worst part was him taking my 'whole family' with him, the people I loved, my seconds parents, my best friend, my two 'brothers' and one 'sister'.

Even if said 'sister' hated me, I still miss her with all of them and "HE" was the reason they left me here alone, on my own.

And now it's also his fault that Jake is hurt and I don't even know where I am at the moment, where "she", Victoria, took me to.

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I can tell that I'm still alive, very much in pain but still alive, and bound by chains from the ceiling.

A human punching bag for her, she told me, or that she wants to break each and every oh so little bone in my body.

She already accomplished a big part of that, because there are many bones that are broken or that hurt like hell at the moment.

There she is again, slowly coming at me, almost prowling and I know I'm going to die very soon, the look in her eyes tells me.

No more playing around, no more punching me, breaking every little bone of me, no more of giving me the most painful death ever, no... now she will make it simple, clean and fast.

She never once gave into the temptation of my blood while she was torturing me, punching me, but now she will just simply give into the temptation and take what she thinks she earned as hers.

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I know she's standing right in front of me now, grinning like a fool, because she knows that I know, that this is the end of myself, that she is winning.

"Thanks for the great show the last few days, you were wonderful in your role... now today we're getting to the grand final, the wonderful end of our little movie... of you!"

She speaks with her voice like silk "I hope that you will be a nice little girl today and play your role like a proper little girl should. We wouldn't want to make the end of our movie, about your end, bad just because you can't behave like I told you to."

She's speaking again and motions a last time to the cameras all around us, with which she filmed everything she had done to me.

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I close my eyes now, just to not see what will come, will happen to me, even if I already know what will happen.

"Ahh pretty little human... you're also bright... wouldn't have thought you to be like that, I mean if you had been bright you wouldn't have gotten involved with them... But you'll already know what will happen, what I have planned for you, don't you?" She asks again and I just nod to that, because I don't trust my voice at this moment with answering to her.