Author's Note:
Hi! Happy New Year everyone :)
Verona's POV
My head hurts. It won't stop pounding, making my ears ring and my stomach twist. I stare blankly at the space in front of me. I don't know what to think. My mind is clouded, and to be honest, I don't want to think at all. If I start thinking, I will be depressed and who knows what I might do when I'm depressed. I am petrified of my own mind.
I tried to focus on Harry and Acacia's contract to distract myself from Louis and Liam's shit, and it worked. But now, not anymore since it was finished an hour ago. Now I have no choice but to find the way out of this trouble without causing our management team to drop the boys. And let me tell you, this is not an easy task.
Brayden is exceedingly furious. So furious that he doesn't even want to give any fuck about this. He literally leaves it all to me to figure out how to deal with this shit. Literally. From finding the way to maintain our contract with the brats, to hiring a lawyer for the management's side, since our previous lawyer resigned. Hell, I don't even know about lawyers here. I never even watch news about politics and stuffs and this is a foreign place to me.
If I make wrong decisions, then that's when Brayden will be in charge. No, not to fix things and make it right. He is not one who would likely do that. He will be in charge to slaughter me. Us, I mean. Me and my baby. We will definitely be doomed on his fingertips.
Jeez, I made it seem like he is the bad guy here when actually I am the one to blame. This is my fault. I started the whole thing. If I just listened to Brayden and Liam and let Louis and Harry come out of the closet, none of this would have happened. Harry wouldn't have to date Acacia, his relationship with Louis would be just fine and Louis and Liam wouldn't have gotten mad and attempted to make us drop their band.
Fuck. I can never do anything right, can I? I always mess things up since the beginning. I lost my virginity to an one night stand, I even got pregnant because of it. I let down everyone who cares about me. I disappointed my parents and became a disgrace. Edgar and Krystal were the ones sticking by me through my toughest times yet I let them down, big time. I admit that I am so selfish. I always ruin everything. Perhaps everything will be better if I just disappear.
Christ, I'm such a mess. My eyes are fixed on my office desk, tracing the wood pattern as if it was the most interesting thing in the world. The spacious cozy office feels like hell to me. My mind is filled with regrets, guilt, and hatred towards myself.
I shut my eyes tightly and tug on my hair, wishing the suffocating feeling in my chest would go away. Thanks to my stupidity, we are losing One fucking Direction, our company's biggest source of income and popularity. There is no way out of this shit. We will most likely lose the case and we will have to drop them. This is such a nightmare.
I breathe heavily, feeling myself falling apart. I am beginning to lose my sanity. I pull my hair harder, but then freeze abruptly as an idea suddenly pops into my mind. I open my eyes and slowly lift my head, smirking. You know what they say, the best time to come up with a solution is when you're on the edge of failing. In this case, just when I thought I was doomed for good, my head suddenly came up with a plan. And I am sure that this is gonna work. They are not going to break free from us.
Because they will be on the road again next year.
*
"Okay, this is actually a good idea," Brayden nods in approval. He still looks pissed though. "But we have to be quick, before the first trial. What's your plan?"
"So I'll make sure all five of them are already gathered in LA in three days. I will book the tickets and inform them straight away. They will be filming a video, announcing another stadium tour. I've come up with a name. It's 'On The Road Again Tour'," I explain.
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