Forever

Chapter: 8

I was in my room sprawled all over my bed just looking at the ceiling and thinking. Just thinking about everything that just happen within these couple of days. What should i do? What can i do? Why do things have to be so hard. I decided to go get something to eat because my stomach is being loud. But before i did i went to the bathroom so i could put make up on so it wouldn't look like i was crying. Once i finished that i went through the door and went to the kitchen.

Once i entered i saw no one, i walked throughout the house and there was dead silence. If you dropped a pin you could hear it throughout the entire house. I went back to the kitchen and saw a piece of paper which read.

Darcy we thought you were sleeping and we didn't want to wake you so we all left to go to the movies. Sweet dreams.

Harry x

I continued to look throughout the kitchen to find some food. But i didn't and found another note.

Sorry Darcy Niall was really hungry and ate the rest of the food. - harry x

"Thats okay I'm too fat to eat anyways." I muttered out loud

"No you're not." the voice whispered.

I turned around and saw light brown eyes looking at my green ones. I was terrified that I was alone in this big house with Zayn. I then felt sick to my stomache. My lip began to tremble as I was trying to get words out of my mouth but nothing came out. He just looked at me with a soft smile and his eyes weren't filled with lust like last time. They looked innocent and genuine. A weight was lifted off my shoulders, this wasn't the zayn I knew. I felt a whole lot better at that moment. I smiled at him and we were just standing in the kitchen smiling like a bunch of idiots, yup just the kind of stuff you would see everyday.

"Hi, I'm Zayn it's nice to meet you." he said as he had his hand out toward me to reach for to shake.

"But I already know you zayn." I said more as a question. He smiled at me and looked at the ground and looked up at me.

"No, you know Zayn Malik of One Direction," he said as he looked me in the eyes.

"Um? I'm confused." I spoke not trying to look at his eyes

"Management wants me to be the douchebag of our band, and told me to be extra jerky to you, everything I did was because of management and it killed me inside when I saw you were crying because of me. I want you to know the real Zayn, not the Zayn the media sees." He spoke while walking towards me.

"So hello my name is Zayn Malik, its a pleasure to meet you." he said giving me his arm

"Hi, my name is Darcy Styles, its lovely to meet you...Zayn." I said going up to him to shake his hand. But Zayn took me by surprise by engulfing me in a nice warm hug. I felt so much better about everything in that moment. Like everything between me and Zayn just vanished. Everything was going to be better. He was taller than me so my head rested on his chest and his head was buried in my neck. His arms were around me holding me tight and we were like that for what seemed like hours. He let go of me and smiled at me.

"I know you're hungry, you haven't eaten yet." he said walking toward the fridge

"well yeah but I'm..." I began but was cut off by Zayn

"You're not fat, I promise you you're perfect just the way you are I promise." he said holding my hand and giving it a tight squeeze.

"Thank you Zayn you have no idea how much that means to me." I said

"No problem shall we get some food?" he asked while looking in the fridge

"Yeah but there is no food." I said to him with a pouty face

"We'll just order a large pizza?" he said but came out as a question not sure if I wanted pizza

"Yeah I love me so PIZZA!" I exclaimed while jumping around and laughing. Zayn was smiling at me and got his phone to call.

I went to the couch as Zayn was on the phone to go on instagram @lovemeh0ran stuck out to me the most. (btw @lovemeh0ran is my instagram) I was looking through her pictures and liking them when Zayn came in sitting next to me. He grabbed the remote to put a movie on when he got up to put a blanket around us. It was chilly and I looked over by the window to see it was starting to snow. I loved how it came down slowly and then came down harder. I got colder and colder I looked toward Zayn and he was still looking for a movie. He looked so warm and I was so cold.

"Hey is it ok if we watch Elf?" he asked looking at me.

"Oh yeah that's my favorite Christmas movie." I said smiling. Zayn just smiled at me and chuckled and put the movie to play. When he sat down I sat closer to him. I wasn't totally on him but I could feel his body warmth.

"Um Zayn..." I said kinda scared to ask him

"Yes Darcy." he said bringing the blanket closer to me

"Um,,,can...I...lay...n-n-next...to you I'm really cold." I said in almost a whisper trying not to look Zayn in the eyes.

"Aww of course why didn't you tell me earlier?" he asked while bringing his body closer to mine

"I was afraid you'd say no." I said as he put his arm around me

"Darcy you can always as me anything I'll always be here." he said picking up my chin to look at me. We were in each other's arms laughing and giggling at the movie. Soon enough Zayn lied down on the couch and brought my body to his. I was laying on his chest and I heard his heart beating, it was the most beautiful sound to hear. His arms were still wrapped around my waist. I thought he fell asleep so I looked at his face, his face was so peaceful.

"hmm like what you see." Zayn chuckled I blushed trying to get off the couch but he just held me tighter and closer to him.

"You're not getting away that fast." he said chuckling as he got on top of me tickling me. I was laughing and smiling. Then he stopped and looked me deeply in my eyes. He brought his face closer to mine.

"What are you doing?" I whispered unsure of what he was doing.

"I just want to try this." he whispered bringing his face closer and closer to mine. Our lips only a couple of centimeters away.

"Hey guys, there " said the voice but didn't finish their thought. Zayn turned around to see who the voice was and so did I.

"Harry!" we both exclaimed at the same time

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ok so what did you think of this chapter? so what do you guys ship Zacy? or Narcy? I'll be posting for now on every Saturday or sunday. Maybe I'll post something tomorrow it depends if I'm staying home all day, if not then expect chapter 10 next week. oh and if you would like you can check out my instagram @lovemeh0ran its a zero in horan not and oh hope your all magical I love you all -damaris x