"He is so adorable" i said to Jen. "I know right?" she said smiling. "Do you get to go home tomorrow?" i asked "Yes! im so ready to get home!" she said. "When is Cole going back to school?" "Well hes staying home for a week with the baby and I" "Ohh okay.." i said. "Matt and I are going to go home and early tonight and set up things" i told her. "Ohh thanks." she said giving me a hug. "Bye Bye Darren!" i said. Jen smiled at me. Matt and I went home, we finished putting up the Pack-and-Play, it was more like a laugh fest. Neither of us really knew how to put it together. We dont read directions either. Afterwards i was so tired i went upstairs, Matt followed me with this big grin. I knew he was going to chase me. So i ran, at the last second he grabbed my waist and threw us both on the bed. "Why do you do that excatly?" i said laughing "Cause" he said falling asleep. I would try getting up but he would pull me right back down. "Babe" i said getting a little annoyed. He didnt answer, "Matt." No answer. "Mathew Johnson." i said and he still didnt answer, by this time i was really annoyed. I tried getting out one more time and nope he pulled me back down. He started to kiss my neck, How can you get mad? But once he lost control of his hands i got up without him pulling me down. He rolled his eyes at me and went back to sleep. I walked into Baby Darrens room, i turned on my music, it needed pictures hung up so i hung them up. One was of Jen and Cole. The second one was a picture of Jens stomach with her and Coles hands on it. The third was of his ultrasound picture. I hung them up, then Jen wanted these letters that spelled Darren hung up. I hung them up too. Now his room looked a little roomier. I just had to stand there for a while, our life changed. Then i felt Matt put his hands around my waist. I turned around and put my head on his chest. "Their family is perfect" i mumbled. "We are perfect" he said lifting my head so we were eye to eye. It felt like the whole world stopped. Then next thing i know we were dancing to 4 a.m..
It's pouring rain at 4 a.m.
I feel so close to you right now.
But have you fallen for me yet?
I'd let you go but I don't know how.
And I know it's just another night, but I fell for you again.
And I remember when...
You didn't wanna waste a moment, captured in my arms, and stolen by my eyes.
It's still your heart that lifts me, and your words that can kill me.
But still I'd run for miles just to be near you.
Oh ohhh...
Your presence lingers on my neck. I can't let go of you right now.
I'm kinda scared of what comes next...
I might just die if you forget.
And I know it's just another night.
but I fell for you again, and I remember when.
You cut me open, and you fill me with this hope when you know this whole thing's hopeless.
And I'm hopelessly hopin that you will see, what lies inside of me.
It's pourin rain at 4 a.m.
I feel so close to you right now...
And I don't wanna waste a moment captured in your arms, and stolen by your eyes eyes.
