Silly Little....

Sexy and I know it

(Don't mind my titles... they will be umm, silly! Or umm strange? LOVE ME! Okay enjoy it... love you Butieful Stars!)

I leaned aginst the long pole,ice chilling my bare lower back, below the line of my sports bra.

I smiled sticking out my tounge and putting in earbuds, listening to Sexy And I Know It and I began to hum to myself and before I knew it I was dancing around the pole not thinking about other humans at the fact that it's 1:45 am.

I wiggled my butt, twisting around it, pulling myself up and down aginst it and I screamed into my hands like a microphone.

"I'M SEXY AND I KNOW IT" I scream/sang dancing on the pole. (A/N okay real fast, it is not pole dancing, I do it alot, I spun around and around like if you took another person's hand and they spun you, I do not however think it's not funny to add in a series of butt wiggles and up and down lifts it's fun! No I'm not a pole dancer...)

When my song stopped I herd another song come on and I felt my eyes heat up. It was our song, Kaydo and mine... it was at the ceramony in the world of Gaza.

I hummed to it.

When it ended I was on my butt on the groud crying, not just silent tears but ugly chockable sobs that made me hick up ever once in a while.

I felt a hand on me and it sent a tingling down my body and a man looked at me.

His eyes where kind but burdened with lots of sights and deaths, his hair curled and his smile was wide. My eyes felt on fire and I knew what was happened, I gasped as he lifted me as a memory loop came very stronge, knocking me unconsious.

--------looooper -------

I looked across the room, I herd a soft thud and shown my torch in that derection, seeing a cat scurry away from the light.

It was a dark alley way, somewhere in Jayzona (jay-zoe-nuh) I think, manditory meating with the other family, I saw a man, he tackled me to the ground, his hair was cut short and he had on a leather jacket. He spoke but all I herd was nothing, his lips moved but it took me a long time to at least get three words "stay..... mate.... my.... love"

He placed a soft kiss on my for head and woke up in a dark room.

A man in a trench coat had my baby girl in his arms, he again was talking like the other man had,holding Jessica in his arms and looking over to silver.

I again made out a few more words than last time "Try.. safe.... baby.... yours.... love..."

He put down the baby and kissed my forehead again before the window slammed shut and I was awoken again in dark red room this time, I was crying, so much crying after he died. The man was back, curtains flying behind him , he looks old and warn, his hair is gray. He runs over to me though and gives me a small kiss on the cheek this time his words "Stay safe my baby, princess, star... I think you are amazing stay safe, I love you... and your daughter"

---end of le looper-----

I leaned aginst the seat of a car,coughing alot gasping for air.

I felt at my arm and relised that I wasn't sitting up, no I was in a ambulance with all kinds of medical things. No wait I'm not in an ambulace.

I'm in a space ship, with a consule... my brain is trying to trick me.

I felt a pain in my chest,opisit to my heart,I gasped for more air as I leaned forward coughing up black blood all over my grey sweat pants.

The man came over to me... I know it's him still but he has a face I haven't seen ever.

I leaned over aginst his strong build and moaned in pain.

Soothingly he spoke "it's okay, the medicrisis will give you pain for a while now, your other heart needs to find itself trying to regain it's ability to beat."

I leaned in deeper and felt a shocking fealing "sleep now, I will help you under stand it all later"

I felt darkness over well MD

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Love all my stars

Bay

- SR