5sos adopted me (DISCONTINUED)

Ill think about it

Lucy's POV
It was 10:00pm and Ashton already went to bed, he looked like he had a rough day. I wonder what happened to him.
I walked down stairs to see Luke still raging on Fifa and Michael yelling at him bc he was doing it wrong, so I made the room quite by stilling the controller.
"HEY!!!"
Luke started to chase me around the house trying to get the controller back, let's just say his long legs helped home get me after 5 steps.
Luke picks me up and puts me over his shoulder, he walked over to the couch and pined me down and Michael started to tikes me.
"STOP PLZ STOP ILL WET MYSELF!!!!!"
"only if you give me the controller back" sticking his tongue out
"NEVER" I stick my tongue back at home
"ILL SHOW THE PHOTO IF YOU DONT!!"
If you don't know (LET ME GO !!!) it's a pic of me doing silly faces
"SHOW ME" Michael yelled
"Fine have it!!!!"
" thank you Lucy" he had a smirk on his face as I rolled my eyes

I got really tired and the boys were still playing Fifa, I really am wondering were Calum is???

Calums POV
I woke up in my bed room with an ice pack on my head, owww my head hurts what happened?
I looked to my left and on my night stand I saw a note from Ashton.

Hey mate,
Thanks for telling me that you have a thing for lucy, I've told her some things but nothing about you liking her. But you might need to tell her soon.....
Ashton :)
Oh ok well I guess ash is ok with it, but I don't know how to tell Lucy, she's just a fragile girl that what ever I do will effect her even Break her. I was so close to breaking her at the hospital, I'm basically a bully to her. And I'm scared she will do something wrong.
Why did I do this to her, I've basically broken her trust. That's it I'm going to do something I haven't done before, I know it's wrong but I'm going to do it.

Lucy's POV
I think I'm going to see Calum, the boys looked distracted so why not sneak to call room. I don't really forgive him yet it might take awhile, but I haven't seen him all day and I'm worried if he's hurt.
"I'm going to bed" I faked yawned
"ok night Lu"
"love you"
"love you more!!!"

I walked up to Calums door and knock on the door.
"shit, don't come in" cal said
"cal it's me, plz let me in"
"no Lucy"
His voice sounds like he was in pain, it reminds me of my voice when OH NO!
"CAL PLZ LET ME IN!!!" I yelled
There was no response but a grunt of pain.
I pushed on the door but nothing worked, the door was definitely looked, so I ran to my room and got a old iTunes card to open the door. YES ITS OPEN!
I saw cal in the corner of his room with blood on his wrist, and the blade on the floor.
And he looked at me and started to cry, I fell to the floor and started to hyperventilate.
And cal realised and pulled me in for a hug to calm me down.

After I stopped I looked at Calum with tears in my eyes and said.
"why?"
He stopped to get his words together and looked at me.
"bc of how much I love you."
"that's makes no sense, that's not the real answer."
"bc I hurt you and that means I had to hurt me."
You looked at his scar and started to cry and you grabbed the blade.
"what r u doing Lu?"
"I need to cut myself, cal!"
"NO LUCY!"
"then why did you, you Should of told me your were sad."
He didn't reply but he took the blade and put it away.
"never again will we do it then."
"but cal I need to plzzzzzzz "
"why"
"just one more".
"no Lucy, no more."

We cuddled for awhile in the corner of his bed room. Cal was rocking me back and fourth to calm me down.
"Lu your beautiful. "
"no I'm not cal." I laugh at him
"Lucy you are beautiful!"
"no I'm not!" I started to get more serious
"Lucy you are beautiful every time I see you"
I turned to face him to say no but cal put his hand with mine, he started to blush and he looked at our hands together. Then he looked into my eyes and looked away.
"what's wrong?"
"I love you and I don't know how to tell you other wise."
With his thumb he draw circles in our hands, he looks so cute. Wait what I like Calum?
He faced my way and he leaned in closer.
"I love you."
We closed the gap and sparks fly, this was actually your first kiss. Yes it's sad that's it's ur first but you were in a all girl orphanage so you never saw boy there.
The kiss was amazing, his lips in sink with mine. He pulled away and he hugged me.
"will you be mine Lu?"
"I'll think about it."
And you fell asleep in his arms on the floor.

OMG WELL THATS A LONG CHAPTER!!!
Btw if the book cover changes when it's bc I want a different one.
Ok lol😂