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You woke up with you and cal on the floor, he looked so happy and cute when he sleeps. I wonder what he's thinking right now, ok let's stop staring at him that's kinda creepy! I walked down stairs to see Ashton and Luke eating breakfast, apparently Ashton needs to be in there first bc he didn't do his drumming yesterday bc of Calum. And Luke needs to record his voice or something.
"morning Lu!" Luke yelled
"morning lukey! Morning ashy!" You reply walking down the stairs
"heyyyyyy" he ran up to you
I hugged them both and got an apple, I wasn't hungry today. Ashton left to the studio with Luke and I looked at there roster.
So it's Michaels day of so I better leave him alone, but Calum would be there today, I better wake him up or he will be late. I ran up stairs to wake the sleepy head
up, I walked into his room and he was sound asleep on the floor.
I shake him slightly and he opens his eyes, as we saw me he instantly smiled.
"morning beautiful!" He whispered
You smiled do and helped him get up, he hugs you and walks to the bathroom to get ready.

Hey came out and he stopped as he looked at you as you sat on the couch with ur pills, you were just looking at them and you didn't want to take them bc you thought ur strong enough to get rig of her. He sat next you you and hugged you.
"What's wrong Lu?" He said with a concerned face. " I just think I can do this myself, with out the pills" I replied looking at my hands. "Lu, you need to take them" he explained but you still thought you could do it without it. "But these pills make me feel weak, and I know I'm strong so I don't need them" "Lucy plz take them" he begged. She gave my some water and I took the pills and Calum was happy, but you were sad.

Calum kissed ur fore head and before he left he stopped and looked at you.
"So have you thought about it?" He asked and you shake your head. "Ok well please think about it" he smiled and walked out to the studio.

- 11:00am -

You were still on the couch and you were depressed,  you just sat there and thinker of nothing. Your mind was blank and you wanted to disappear, forever.
Michael finally woke up and sat on the couch with you, he said hi but you didn't respond so he knew something wasn't right. "Lucy?" You started to tear up and looked at him. "R u ok?" You shaked your head and started to cry.
"I'm not weak I'm strong!" You yelled
"I know you are" he said hugging you "I DONT WANNA BE HERE! I WANT MY MUM AND DAD! I DONT WANNA SEE HER AGAIN! I DONT WANT TO SEE HER AGAIN!" You got of the couch and ran up stairs with Michael running behind you. You grabbed anything that could knock you out, you hit your head with books. Michael was so confused and tried to stop you but you pushed him away.

Michaels POV
she just kept hitting herself, the care givers back at the orphanage did say she did this to black out to forget everything. She did this once and forgot who she was for awhile but remember everything else. At the time she didn't have a name so Lucy was called she or her at the time and she made her own name.
I tried to stop her but she kept pushing me away and before I knew it she blacked out.
I quickly put her on the couch and got an ice pack to put on her head. After awhile I thought to myself. Wait isn't the spirit thing she has called her/she, it didn't connect so you looked on the Internet for more.

I looked up somethings like what other People experience with This and this came up.
"Some of "spirits" they see is something that reminds of someone they new that have disappear or that they have forgotten and they don't want to see it again" I thought of her parents but she loves them of course she wants to see them. Than I thought of what the care giver said. She blacks out when she wants to forget something. THATS IT THIS SPIRIT IS HER OLD SELF!!!!!! High five to me! *high fives himself*
I need to tell the boys.....

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