Drunk in Love {GRATSU}

Natsu's Discovery

Hello, fellow dirty minded children. This is a story of how Natsu figured out that he really likes dicks. Enjoy.

Nah, I'm playin'. This is Natsu's story of how he came to realize he had feeling for Gray, but kept it deep inside him for so long. Let us begin~

I felt the song I put for this chapter was very fitting, I hope you like it. <3

Song: If You Love Someone
Artist: The Veronicas

The official music video is on YouTube

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Why did I have to be so tight-lipped back then? Was it really that hard to just say it? That "I love you" phrase to the one I really loved? YES, DAMMIT. I couldn't do it. Not to anyone, really. It's not fun to be really outgoing on the outside, but shy as fuck on the inside.

After I got outta hell, or "High School", I seriously was considering living alone, far away from everyone. I mean, shit. My dad was murdered the year before, my mom had been acting very suicidal while pushing me out of her life, and I didn't really have anybody close. Well, there was Gray, and the few other friends I actually cared to keep in touch with after my Senior year. But Gray had been on my mind a lot at that time. Especially when I actually got into a college. I was super proud of myself for that, not gonna lie. During my freshman year there, we were around each other almost all the time, unlike in high school. I just had that feeling of being incomplete without him around me.

Somehow, I don't exactly know how, I ended up falling in love with him. It never felt right at first. I mean, he was a dude! If I just up and told him how I felt, I thought he'd abandon me. I didn't want that. So for the next couple years it was really painful to not be able to tell him. Not to mention, never, have I ever, thought I'd have feelings for a man, dammit. I felt better when I realized it was the first time I had actually fallen for someone. As soon as I thought that, I just told myself "yep. I'm gay now."

That made it so much easier.

I felt really special when he invited me to stay a night with him on my birthday of all days. He let me sleep with him too, so I felt that he really wasn't who I thought he was. That next morning, whe he told me he loved me... I couldn't believe it. All this time, and we never said anything? It made me feel stupid, but I was glad he finally told me.

My heart could finally relax. Thank God. I was ready. Ready to be the best boyfriend he could ever have wanted.

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Yes. That was short. I know. But the previous one was long so don't complain :))

Comment here to tell me what ya thought of that song outta 10 :)

Next Chapter: Opposites

Until next time~
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