So What If I'm Crazy?

Chapter 5

"Yes Jesus loves me, yes Jesus loves me, yes Jesus loves me, cause the bible tells me so."

"Hey, shut the hell up!" The guard who's standing outside the door yells.

I'm currently in a holding cell waiting for someone to pick me up. They said they got an anonymous call from someone who's willing to pay my bail fine. Thank the lord almighty!

As I continue singing all sorts of church songs the door finally opens and I quickly take notice of my life saver. It was Chris. Of course it was Chris, it's always Chris. Before he could say anything I got up and sprung out the door. I don't need his shit right now.

"So your just gonna ignore me?" He said catching up to me.

"Thanks for bailing me out, that's all I need to say."

"I didn't."

"What?"

"Your dad did, I'm just picking you up."

And with that my heart sank.

"My dads here, what is he doing here, did mom call him, why did she call him!?"

"Lilac chill he just got here last night, he said your mom called him last week and told him he needed to get his ass down here."

"I can't go home."

"Your kidding me right?"

"I'm scared I might have to hear the words I really don't wanna here. Just take me anywhere else but home."

"You can stay with me."

"Anywhere else."

"I'll take you to Blaze's house then."

"Please."

Like always the ride was silent until Chris opened his annoying mouth. He wouldn't shut the hell up about my father. He kept asking me why didn't wanna see him and I'm gonna punch him in his face if he doesn't shut the fuck up in about 2 seconds.

"Lilac are you okay? You look kinda mad."

"No shit Sherlock." I muttered through gritted teeth.

He looked a little offended when I said that and kind of upset.

"Look....don't hate me for worrying about you."

"I never asked you to worry about me."

"That's exactly my point! If you never want anyone to worry about you how are we supposed to know when you need a shoulder to cry on?"

"Christopher Sanchez. What am I gonna do with you?"

As soon as we pulled up at Blaze's I hopped out of the car and knocked on her door a little too hard.

"Now why the hell are you knocking on the door like the damn police?" My crazy friend says which makes me smile.

"Can I come in?"

"I don't know can you?"

"May I come in."

"Thank you for the use of proper grammar."

I sighed and walked in her house and saw that she was alone. I flopped myself on her couch and tried very hard to fall asleep. But that wasn't easy at all with her constant bickering with Chris.

"Can you get the hell away from my house now please?"

"Why are you always being such a bitch to me?"

"I don't know maybe because you deserve it."

"Just let me come in for a little while."

"Get it through your damn head, she doesn't wanna see your face or hear your voice, and neither do I."

"Your still mad at me for what happened aren't you. Dammit Blaze can't you just let it go, I said I was sorry, I left those guys, I'm willing to make up for what I did so why won't you just let me!"

"You think saying sorry a couple times and making a few life changes is gonna make up for what happened. You must have lost your damn mind."

What's happening to my life.

*3 hours later*

"You sure you wanna go home? You can always stay the night, my mom won't mind."

"Yeah I should probably go home. Plus home is where my phone is and I need my phone."

"I can understand that."

I grabbed my things and started walking out the door.

"See you later bitch." She yelled and I just stuck up my middle finger.

"Oh sweety I don't go your way." I just ignored her because if I kept talking I would never leave.

My house was literally right at the end of the block so it didn't take me long to get home. When I opened the door I saw my mom and dad sitting around the table with a bunch of papers discussing something.

"Mom please don't tell me those papers are what I think they are."

"What no, these are just some bills that your dads gonna help me pay."

I got a little angry and looked over at him "Oh so you think you can just walk back into this family and pay bills like everything's okay?"

"Lilac-"

"No don't even talk. You now what you should really go back to Chicago to your whores so you can beat on someone elses kid."

Before he could say anything else I ran upstairs to my room. My father can eat ass.

"Lilac hunny." My mom says from behind closed doors.

"What?"

"Well uh...we're getting remarried."