So What If I'm Crazy?

Chapter 8.2

"So you're not gonna eat anything?"

"Oh no I'm just sitting here not eating because it's fun, I'll eat in two seconds."

"You're a piece of work Ms.Foster. I'm gonna go, I'll leave the food here so you don't starve okay."

"It'll still be here when you come back."

He walked over to me and kissed the top of my head."I love you."

"Well you sure do have a funny way of showing it."

He put on his shoes and walked out of the house. I looked over at the big guy that he made watch over me when he was gone.

"How much is he paying? I'll pay you extra if you let me leave."

"I can't be bribed Ms. Foster. I've known Wayne for a while and I owe him for lots of things."

"Like what, not telling your wife that you've been cheating on her for the past eight years?" I said with a smile.

"You know you're really begging for a slap in the face."

"And how do you think Wayne would feel about that?"

"I absolutely hate you."

"I try." I get that I should be trying to find a way to get out right now but I honestly don't want to. This Wayne kid is rich and they treat me like a princess here. Well except for the rape part. I still hate Wayne but I love the luxury he was giving me. Being here makes me feel happy and appreciated. What the hell am I saying? Lilac get those thoughts out of your head!

I went upstairs and the big guy followed me. I checked my phone which was full of messages from my mom, Blaze, Mariana, Lilly, and Chris. I couldn't answer any of them with the big guy hovering over me so I just put it back down on the dresser. After a while I heard the front door open to Wayne yelling my name. I ran downstairs to see him holding a brown box.

"I have a gift for you." He said smiling from ear to ear. His smile made me wanna puke.

"I don't want that." I forced out knowing deep deep down I really did.

"Just open it, I promise you it's not a bomb."

He wasn't gonna leave me alone if I didn't so I took the box and started to open it. Inside the box was a fluffy snow white kitten. It had a pink bow wrapped around it's neck so I'm guessing it's a she.

"She's so adorable!" I have an animal problem. I'm in love with them. ALL of them.

"I know you like animals so I thought it would be cute to get you a kitten." That statement freaked me out a little. I never told him I liked animals, and my dad doesn't know that. Where did he get that type of information?"

"How exactly would you know that?" I said while petting the fluffy kitty.

"Why wouldn't I know everything about the woman I love?"

"Stop saying that!" I yelled and the kitten jumped out of my arms. "Look what you did you ass you made her scared."

"Are you seriously saying that was my fault?" He said balling up his fists.

"I don't know what do you think?" I started walking to go look for my kitten but I was stopped by someone grabbing my wrist. I turned around only to have Wayne slap my in the face.

"You need to learn not to disrespect me like that. If I ever get attitude from you again I'm gonna do something much worse than slap you in the face." 

I just stood there and looked at him as the anger in eyes faded and he became apologetic.

"Lilac I'm sorry. I didn't mean to hit and yell at you, you just make me so angry sometimes. I didn't mean what I said, it was just an empty threat. I won't ever hit you again I promise." He said while hugging me. I swear when I get my strength back this dick is gonna suffer so damn hard. Just watch.

"You never answered my question." I said pulling away from the hug.

"I've been keeping an eye on you. Don't ask how, just know I have my ways. But you need to understand everything I do is out of love."

"You're fucking crazy."

"Which is why I'm perfect for you. You'll see it soon."

"When are you gonna let me go home?"

"When I want. Why do you even wanna go home? Your obviously not happy there with your father around."

He's right. Ughh. I hate how he makes me question things. 

"Why did you and your friends rape me that night?"

"I told you, everything I do is out of love."

"You scarred me for life."

"Out of love."

"I hate you." He looked pretty pissed after I said that.

"Lilac, you're gonna go upstairs, get undressed, and wait for me in the room, do you understand?" 

Just a filler chapter cause I'm bored. I honestly have no idea where I'm going with this story, but I have ideas in my head. Don't give up on me yet. It'll only get better.