What Does This Mean? [a Shoey Fanfic]

Chapter 5: Love is Hopeless

{Joey's POV}

I'm in love with Shane. He is perfect with his amazing green/blue eyes I get lost into. His hair sits perfectly on his head, even though he always makes fun of it. He says he's fat but honestly, he's not. Shane is so funny; I can't believe anyone could be that hilarious. For some odd reason, I love the way he dresses up in so many crazy ass costumes. 

It sucks that Shane will never feel the same way back, I'll just always be loving him and the only time he'll act like he loves me is in our collab videos. But that's for all the Shoey shippers.

I'll just keep this to myself. I couldn't risk losing Shane as a friend... I don't know what I'd do. I looked at the clock to see we slept from about 3/4 ish pm to noon. How.. the.. fuck...? Is that even possible? Well obviously... Daaaaamn. It's 12:25 now.

Joey: I'm gonna go take a shower.

Shane: Ok.

{Shane's POV}

Ever since Joey told me about those dreams I can't stop thinking about them. It hasn't been that long but.. still. It's sorta creepy, but it's not gonna affect us. I better go get my stuff from my... I mean Lisa's apartment. On the bright side I get to live with my best friend. I left a note on the counter:

Went to get my stuff from the apartment. Be back soon. -Penis head

( *DISCLAIMER* I wrote penis head because that's what Shane calls himself when he doesn't straighten his hair. Not because I'm a freak. But I  am.. whatever carry on )

I put the back seats down to make room for some boxes. Then I was hit with a rush of realization. No more waking up next to Lisa, no more of her being dared to do crazy shit like wake me up by twerking on my face, no more of her in my vlogs, no more Corny.. Next thing I knew my eyes were stinging and full of tears. I can't believe this though. We were perfectly fine and then Lisa just suddenly goes "Bye, bitch." What if she found someone else? She did say 'we should see other people'. 

Shane: Good job, Shane. Really adding on to that "fuck up" title.

My song wasn't hard to write, considering I'm the biggest fuck up of them all. I wonder if she ever really loved me or if she just felt sorry for me. I parked my car in front of the building and headed up the elevator. How am I gonna face her without crying? Dammit, I'm such a pussy. I knocked on the door and it opened a minute later. 

Lisa: Hi Shane.

I can't look her in the eyes.

Shane: I'm here for my stuff.

Lisa: I packed it all for you it's right here.

Shane: Thanks, I'll have to make a couple trips, so leave the door open. 

Lisa: Alright. 

I grabbed a couple boxes and headed back towards my car. I went up and down a couple times until my last trip. When I approached her door, I saw Sawyer go up to Lisa, hug her and said something to her before grabbing his keys and walking in my direction. 

Sawyer: I'm going to the store, babe. Be back in about an hour. 

Lisa: Bye, sweetie!

Holy shit does Sawyer move on fast. And with Lisa? How could he? How could she? I was right, she left me for someone. And that someone had to be one of my friends. Sawyer's not fat, he's buff and muscular; unlike me. That's it I give up on love. I'm hopeless no one could ever love and has ever loved me.

Shane: Bye, Lisa. Thanks for leaving me for Sawyer.

I practically sprinted out of there with the last box and holding back tears was too hard at this point. I quickly put it in the back and drove away.  

Author's Note:

Thanks so much for 50 reads! I know it's not a lot but to me it is. My twitter is @Godislohanthony if anyone wants to follow me hehe :) Love you all <3