Save Your Soul. (A One Direction fan fiction)

Chapter 6

To even hold one it felt disturbing. To imagine holding one in front of a person, just made me want to throw up. I couldn't shake the thought of actually killing some one. Who knows I could be shooting someone to there death in a matter of 10 minutes.

I clutched on to Louis as we rode through the dark. Yes, I am still deathly afraid of motorcycle's. But, now I'm also afraid of having to kill somebody. I mean how could I? How will I even have the guts for when the time comes? I'll probably throw up on the spot!

If I could I would cower in to a corner. I would close my eyes, and wait for everything to be over with. Like a nightmare. Most of you dream your nightmare, but I an now living mine.

Okay, maybe I shouldn't get ahead of myself. I mean all I have been through so far is; get kidnapped, have my life saved, taken to an unknown place, be flirted with a random guy, get on a motorcycle, get in to a deep discussion about a diamond, and now I am on my way to kill some people.. Not that bad, right?

No not at all.

I just have to stay positive!

I will make it through this alive!

And, if I have to kill somebody, then gosh darn I will!

Ugh, that sounds disgusting to even say..

Louis stopped the motorcycle in the middle of no where. Great, now what was he doing?!

"Okay let's go."

"Uh wait, where is this place at?"

"Down the road," Louis said, pointing down the dark road.

"They can't see or hear us coming. Don't worry it's like a 3 to 5 minute walk."

Louis started to put knives in his boots, jacket, and oddly enough his pants. He stuck two guns in the inside of his jacket. Uh, am I supposed to be as prepared as him or?

"Put this in your shoe." Louis held a knife out. I awkwardly looked from the knife to Louis.

"Come on, you can't tell me you are scared of knives too? Just think of them as a kitchen knife. A simple household object."

I didn't answer. I didn't want to answer, because I would probably say something stupid. I don't mean to brag, but I am actually a very smart person. I am a very good talker too. But, when it came to Louis, I just felt so nervous. Maybe, it's because I don't belong here. I am not a bad-girl. As you've seen before I freak when it comes to guns and knives. I could never think to do drugs or even drink, until I am way older. Even when it came to loosing my virginity, I would never in a million years think to loose it any time soon. Maybe, when I'm married.. This just isn't my place, but it is Louis' place..

It's funny, how you act so different in an un-known place. You act uncomfortable and shy. Just like how Louis is at school. It's just not his place, he doesn't belong there... Even though its required to go to school..

So I'm uncomfortable with this whole kill, run, and steal thing.

And, Louis in uncomfortable with learning, teachers, and homework.

Kind of funny to think about..

Louis and I where walking together to this unknown place. Both of us in our own little worlds. Until, I saw a light. And, it seems like Louis saw it too, because he looked over at me.

"This is it. It will be really easy. Don't speak, don't do anything. Unless they touch you. You're going to stay close to me. All of the other guys know you are coming, and they'll watch over you too. At the first sign of trouble, shoot them. Do anything you can to protect yourself."