Only You

Chapter 24

Gripping my hand firmly, he led me thought the back of the club so none of the papps would see us. There was a valet at the back and he signaled for his car to be brought up front. Just as I was about to gladly follow him into his Audi, I stopped.

"Wait, I can't." I stammered.

He looke at me with a pained expression "Why the hell not." he asked gruffly.

"I can't leave my car behind. I'll meet you at your place. Where do you stay?"  he told me it was th same place. Agreeing to tail him from behind, my car was brought and I got into it noticing that he was surprised by my choice.

Within 15 minutes, we were in his building's basement parking our cars. He was already opening m door for me and we were going up the lift. He inserted the key card into a slot then pressed the penthouse button. I guess someone got an upgrade.

My hand was laced in between his fingers and he was gently tracing patterns on my hand. When the door pinged open we stepped out and he swipped the card which opened into his place. The space was decorated modernly. The couch was big and black the walls were white with fancy paintings. The usual man thing to have which was a giant tv was mounted on the wall. I let go of his hand and went to his window, like a bee was attracted to pollen.  We were on the 30th floor and the view of central park was amazing. The city lights could be seen clearly.

Forgetting that I was with him, I turned around to find him staring at me. I did the  same, taking in how he looked. His coat was laying on the chair, leaving him in his fitted black long sleeved shirt that was tucked into the pants. His hair was messed up from my hands running through it.

"You don't have to do anything. I have a spare bedroom." he said quietly.

"Why would I come all the way here just to use your spare bedroom."I said annoyed.

He stepped forward and looked at me squarely in the eye "Then why did you come here for?" his deep voice asked.

Without saying anything i pulled his head down to mine and kissed him. I bit his lip then sucked it causing him to moan. My fingers were already half way done unbuttoning his shirt. He lifted me up and my legs wound around  him automatically. I could feel his erection and unconsciously, I grinded against him making him release the most sexiest growl ever.

He started walking to his bedroom while we were kissing and when we were there, he let me down onto his bed gently. I got up and slowly stripped off my dress and he took off his pants and shirt. This time, he took control of everything. He kissed my neck then sucked on it making me moan. He bit it gently making sure it would leave a mark.

His fingers were running all over my body while he was over me and I was under him.  I hadn't realised that we were somehow completely naked and I felt like I was ready to explode.

"Mark. Please." I moaned, scratching his back.

After we were done, he pulled my back facing his chest and kissed my neck. I knew he was the kind to knock out after amazing sex. Unlike me who was all revved up. That was a bad thing right now because I was starting to over think everything we just did.

His arms were wrapped around my waist, and I carefully lifted it up hoping not to wake him up. Putting on my underwear, and dress, I grabbed his shirt and put it on. There was no way I was exposing my self in my dress. Talk about trying to avoid the walk of shame.

My heels were in one hand and my clutch in the other. Tippy toeing out of his place, I got into the lift and made my way into the basement. I literally ran to the car once I stepped out and sped out of there.

So many things were running through my mind. What if it was a mistake. What if it was just a one time thing. What if he was just using me for sex. What if, what if, what if!!

Once I was parked in front of the building, I made sure no papps had followed me, if there were any. Taking extra precaution, I bolted out of the car and straight into the building. Hitting the shower, I decided to spend time just lazing around and reading some of the work I had brought home a few days ago.

My eyes kept wandering to my cell phone every other second. Hours passed by and no phone call. I was having a bowl of pasta later that night and the girls happened to drop by.

"So, you left yesterday." Leah gave me a toothy grin.

"Don't even lie cause we knew it the second Mark had disappeared.' Beth added.

'So spill the details lady." Allie finished.

"Fine. I left with him alright. We had mind numbing sex more than 3 times. Then in the morning I snuck out.' the last part I said rather quietly.

"YOU WHAT?!" they screamed in unision.

"I cannot believe you snuck out." Beth went first this time.

"What are you? A douche bag?  When did you grow a penis and decided that it was ok to leave in the morning?" Allie screamed after.

"I thought you liked the guy. Your fucking signals are all over the damn place. Damnnit Izzie what the hell is wrong with you?" Leah continued.

"I was scared ok! Just scared that he would wake up and kick me out instead. Afraid that he would say that it was a mistake." I tried to explain.

"So what if he did all of that? Then you would know really how he felt about you. And girl, you are stupid for thinking that. He obviously has feelings for you. I be he didn't even call. What else would you expect. The poor boy is probably confused right now."

"I know I know. I'm sorry. I just don't know what to do."

"You get over there now and you apologize!!" Beth pulled me off the couch and led me to my room.

"Put on something that is attractive and bring some food over to cook for him." she instructued and all I could do was nod my head.

After gathering stuff from my kitchen to cook for him, the girls encouraged me by literally pushing me out of the door.

I got into my car and made my way back to his place. I was wondering how I was going to get up there because he had a special card to access the floor. Parking my car, I went into the lobby and hoped I could cajole the lobby guy to let me up.

Putting on a smile I approached the marble table and put on a smile "Hi, I was wondering if you could buzz me up to Mr.Azaria's penthouse--"

"Yes, sure Ms.Sanchez." he said stopping me half way.

Whoa. How the hell did he even know me. Before I could ask him,he said "Mr. Azaria has informed us of guests that he allows to be sent up. You're the only one who has access.' he smiled warmly and led the way to the lift.

 We reached his floor within no time and I stepped out myself and the guy went back down. Taking in a deep breath I rang the bell.

I prayed to god he would forgive me. Because I knew what I wanted. I wanted him.