Beaming Hope

Like every story I had my up’s and down’s, my lows and high’s a bit of all.

Like many I have had my fair share of heart brakes and hopeless joy.

Like everyone I only hoped for a moment of happiness.

Like all I wished for my knight in shinning armor.

But unlike everyone I got my prince instead. 

I received my miracle. 

My salvation

My love 

My life 

Him 

I’ve had those moments of feeling helpless and having my heart spill out but I’ve also had those moments where I simply cried because my happiness was over spilling and needed a way out. 

You see I may be young, but like many people i’ve met throughout life I wasn’t any where near being a privileged princess. Although I truly am glad to say that at one point, of my 25 years of existence my family was a whole and wasn’t finically struggling, that alone is having more than a lot of individuals in the world, that alone is a privilege many will hope and may never have. 

That moment of wholeness didn’t last long, but I then experienced the love I knew I could one day have, like a beam of light shinning in the darkest corner of earth I had then experienced hope.

What was given to me at that moment of my life was a feeling that I may too one day be granted, with a life I could only hope for. That span of time gave me the strength to continue and fight my way through any obstacles life could put in front of me. I knew that maybe one day I could be complete, and maybe one day I could finally be whole. 

That moment was years ago, a time I would never forget because I knew I would one day find a person who would be mine, the love of my life, my only true love, a soul mate some one who could complete me. 

 Little did I know that fate placed him on my path that same year, little did I know that the same boy I hopelessly crushed on when I was nine would turn out to be the same man that possessed my heart the only boy in the world who could complete me, the only man I felt I could place my hope in.