Beaming Hope

3. Change

Just as I was about to start senior year that is when my wish for a 'change' finnaly came true.

It wasn't a plesant change but as they say "everything must get bad for it to get better".

That was true 

First came the bad then came the result the good.

My mother had had a guy she was talking to, and I knew it. 

My parents were still together; as in married. 

They would always work yet I knew somthing was going up with my mother, she was happier and was changing, I knew to be cutious but I was happy for a couple months we had a mom. Although that didn't last long.

Out of no where she walks into my room and says 'hey so he (the guy she had been talking to) has send me a ticket and i'm leaving in a couple of days."

I asked her where and she says ' To mexico with him, hes stable and I could be happy.' 

Mind us, we live in a completley diffrent contry and she only know the guy from her past aka childhood and only talks/ messages him through her mobil device or social media sites. Yet she's easily willing to leave us and move on with her life without us.

After a very heated disscusion, that whent along the lines of ; don't go, It can be dangerous, you barley know him, how will you come back and after suggesting that she was going to take my sister I had it. I was done. 

She would not take my sister to a unfamiliar place with an unknown man. No way.

After realizing that I could not stop a grow women in 'love' I helped her pack her suit case, asked her one more time if she was sure and if she had thought obout the consiquences she left. She was apperently blinded by love, to a man she once knew.

Thankfully befor everything she and my father had set up the divorce documents, and as soon as she knew she was free was when she left. 

She told my father the bare minimum and just said she was leaving, that was it. The change.

My father soon after realized what had happened with his family, my sister was left broken I felt nothing, sure I felt sad and mad but it wasn’t a feeling for my self, It was what she had done to my family. I was mad at how she did things, she could have sone things so much differently yet it all worked out and my father soon after got his act together. Filled for full custody and little by little started to spend more time with us. I had lost my mother but I gained my dad. 

All I could hope is for her happiness. 

Even though we weren't complete, we were more of a whole then we've ever been.