You're my moon

6

Dean did something, something awful. Not voluntarily it just sorta happened. He was with Marie and they were having sex and as he reached his peak he screamed, but he didn't scream Marie, his subconscious decided to be a dick and he screamed Jack.It was the night after their movie date. Maybe it's because Jack was on his mind? Who was he kidding? It was because its Jack and Jack is the best thing that ever happened to him. Happened: past tense.

"Dean we need to talk." They were eating cereal in the morning before Marie left for work.

Dean was shaky, she must of heard him he fucking screamed. But what could he say no thanks love I'd rather not poke the bear? "About what?"

"Look just answer me this, are you a homosexual?" Marie said talking to him like he was six

"-no, I mean not HOMOsexual"

"Dean why'd you say it like that, what are you not telling me?"

"Marie I'm bisexual I like girls and guys. I've dated both guys and girls in the past"

"What so you're a whore? You just fucking need sex, don't you Dean?"

"No it's not like that"

"Oh so when we go out I don't only have to be jealous of the girls but of all the attractive guys, too?"

"Marie, I only have eyes for you"

"tHEN WHY DID YOU SAY JACK" the tention in the room was thick Dean was afraid if he moved all hell would break lose.

"I'm going to go" Marie said standing up. "I can't do this. Id say let's stay friends but I don't think I want to" and with that she left his flat and presumably his life.

Dean cried into his Frosted Flakes.

•*•*•

"Do you want to talk about it," Bertie was pestering Dean about what had happened. Sammy was over and sat there just as uncomfortably as the other two.

"I'd rather not"

"Ok mate but you know you can always talk to me"

"I know"

Dinner consisted of the sound of forks scratching plates and a silent conversation between Sammy and Bertie, until Bertie got a call.

"I'll be right back"

Sammy scratched the back of his neck. "So how have you been mate."

"Can I ask you something Sammy," Dean said voice slightly irritated not looking  up

"Go for it" Sammy said awkwardly, mostly happy that Dean was talking.

"Bertie with savannah how does it make you feel?"

"I'm happy my friend is happy" Sammy said awkwardly

"You don't have to lie Sammy, I know you like him." 

"Look man, yeah I like him I like him a lot and it fucking kills me to see him with her but he's happy and you that's what I really want." Dean took his plate to his room. Stupid Jack why couldn't he have been happy for him like Sammy was for Bertie, why did he have to be so jealous. Why did Marie have to hate him. Why couldn't he be happy. And with that thought in mind Dean went to sleep. Shutting off the world.

•*•*•

"Sammy where's Dean?" Bertie said returning from his call.

"He stormed off to his room,man"

"Again? Did he say anything before he left"

"No," Sammy lied through gritted teeth.

"I'm going to check on him in the morning"

"So who called?"

"Ciaran apparently Jack is also a mess, and he wants me to trick Dean into talking to him."

"Are you?"

"I don't know really like its not really my place to intervene,"

"I don't think you should, if it is Jack that's making Dean this upset he's not going to want to talk to him"

"What makes you think it's Jack?" Bertie was even more confused about his roommate.

"I dunno." Sammy lied awkwardly. "Hey man I'm pretty tired I'm gonna head home."

Bertie was extremely confused.

•*•*•

Tumblr is one of the weirdest websites out there. At least Dean thought so. He wanted to see everyone's reactions. He wanted to feel hated. So he went on the Dean dobbs tumblr tag and searched for the most recent results. Yes there was some hate. There was quite a lot of hate to be honest but there were a few good posts not all of his friends turned on him.

But the one that caught his eye was from Jack's official tumblr: "I would appreciate if you guys would stop sending me asks about Dean. This a very personal matters and I like to keep my personal life private. Please respect my boundaries-Jack"

((Sorry I haven't updated in a while it's been hell with midterms lately I'll update when I can :) ))