"Hey I'm Justin. And you are?" I'm pretty sure people in China heard my heart crack. He did the one thing he promised to not do. He forgot me.
I looked over at Ryan. I could feel the sad look on my face. I wanted to just cry. Right then and there. I wanted to bundle into a ball and cry forever.
I felt tears lining the bottom of my eyes. I quickly wiped them away before any could fall.
"I'm Keagan." I said in hope that he would remember. That all the memories we ever had together would return. "Well hello Keagan. It's nice to meet you. I can tell you're a fan." Justin said while smiling.
If my heart could crack more, it just did. He doesn't remember.
I looked back over at Ryan for help. "Ryan..." I said desperately before everything went black.
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I slowly opened my eyes to see I was laying on Ryan's bed. "Ryan?" I said groggily. What happened?
I heard quick movements until I saw Ryan. He smiled at me and handed me a glass of water. "How you felling?" he asked. "Good actually. But I had this weird dream. You invited me over here and Justin was here. But he didn't remember me. He broke his promise and I was heart broken." I said sadly, thinking back to my dream.
"Uh Keag," he scratched the back of his neck. He only does that when he is nervous about something. "What?" I said uneasily.
"That-" "You're okay! I got kind of worried. I've had fans pass out before from shock. It scares me every time." Someone said interrupting Ryan. I looked at the door to Ryan's room and saw Chaz and... Justin? What's he- no no no no no. "It wasn't a dream..." I said quietly. Ryan looked at me sympathetically.
I got up off Ryan's bed. "J-Justin, can I talked to Chaz and Ryan for a second alone?" He nodded and smiled before walking out of the room and closing the door behind him. Right as I heard the door click, I broke down. The tears wouldn't stop coming out as I fell onto the ground and cried.
Chaz and Ryan quickly kneeled down and wrapped their arms around me. "Why doesn't he remember me?" I cried into their arms. "I don't know Keag." Ryan said in a comforting tone. It helped me calm down a bit as well as the comfort of Chaz soothingly rubbing my back. I took a deep brath in and then out, calming the rest of my nerves.
I stood up from the ground and wiped my face. "He promised. He promised he wouldn't forget me. And what did he do?" I could feel my blood start to boil. "He stopped talking to me! He put me off! He forgot me!" I said angrily.
I wasn't sad anymore, I was furious. It's his fault. I stormed out of Ryan's room in search to find Justin. I saw him sitting in the living room watching the TV. This is it.
I stormed over to the TV and turned it off. "Hey why'd you do that?" Justin yelled. I turned around and walked over to him. "Why'd you lie?" I hissed back. He looked at me confused. "Huh? Why did you lie to me Justin?" I could feel my blood continue to boil.
I'm pretty sure if I was a cartoon, there would be smoke coming out of my ears. That's how mad I am.
"I don't know what you're talking about. I didn't do anything." he said, the confusion clearly plastered on his face. "You lied to me! You broke your damn promise!" I yelled furiously at him while poking his chest with my finger.
"What promise?" Justin yelled back. "Did the fame get to your head? Is that what happened? Did your head get shoved too far up your own ass to remember everything? Did you forget everything because you are famous and rich now?" I hissed getting all up in his face.
I'M. PISSED.
"What? Listen, I'm still the same person. I still love all my fans. I haven't forgotten anything. I'm still Kidrauhl." I laughed. "Still Kidrauhl? Really Justin? Obviously you don't remember everything. I'm no tone of your stupid fans. Not anymore." I said narrowing my eyes at him. I turned around to walk out the door.
"You were never a true fan if you are leaving me for something I didn't even do." I stopped and turned around.
"You know what Justin? I was ALWAYS here for you. I always have been. From the legit day one. And you can't even remember who your best friend was. The first person you sang to. Remember your first performance at Stratford Idol? Yeah well I missed my softball game to go see you front row. I was the first person you told about moving to the states. The last person you said good-bye to. The person you lied to and broke a promise that meant everything to her. The person you forgot. Yeah, that's me. So go ahead and say I haven't been here since day one, or say I was never a fan, but just know that I always supported you 5,000%. Even when you forgot me and moved on, I didn't and I was still here to support you because that's what best friends do. You can even ask Ryan and Chaz. You may have forgotten me, but I guess that's your loss. Because you lost all the memories we once shared."
His face dropped. I don't know if its because he finally remembered, or if its because I said so much or whatever. I looked at him one more time before opening the door.
"Congratulations on your fame. I always believed you could do it. I knew you would make it." I said before I walked out the door and closed it.
