My Only Family Is.... Black Veil Brides (Andy Biersack fanfiction)

CHAPTER:19 bad news (this is going to be really sad *im sorry*)

I woke up to see my man, I shook him awake and he looked at me "hunny bun let me sleep for a little longer" I nodded and kissed him as I got out of the bunk

When I got out of the bunk and went to the living room I saw Jinxx already up with a bottle of jack in his hands "um Jinxx why do you have jack" a/n: i mean Jack Daniels Jinxx looked at me and said "because I can bitch" I gasped in shock

"Jinxx this isn't like you" I said and he got up and went over towards me. Looked me in the eyes and said "yes it is me whore" and slapped me across the face "w..what..." I said and just started to ball

I got up and went in to the bunk area grabbed my depression medication then ran out of the bus not caring that I was crying plus having a hand print on my face "I can't believe Jinxx" I said to myself

I ran and ran in till I didn't know where I was all I knew it that there was a tree I walked to the tree and leaned on it, when I leaned on it I looked at the bottle of depression meditation I had/took out of Britney's purse

It was only in Britney's purse because I don't like carrying then myself so she holds them for me "why did he do that" I said over and over to myself.

Then I had a voice in my head that I haven't had in a while saying

"do it Lexie do it"
"You know he wants you to"
"Know one will know your gone"
"Come on do it you did it once"

I just kept hearing that voice over and over again so I took one last look at the bottle of pills then I opened the cap and swallowed them, but before I did that I left a voice message on Andy and Britney's phone both the same

"I'm so sorry guys that I ruined your life *cries* I really didn't mean it oh and tell Jinxx *cries* I know I'm whore even the kids at school told me that"

Then after 20 minutes everything went blurry and before everything went black I heard Andy "Lexie what did you do why" I looked at Andy with the last vision I had and said "I'm sorry Andy"

Then everything went black

(Andy's POV)

I woke up to see that I had a voice mail I listed to the voice mail and realized that she gave me a suicide voice mail, I got up and shook awake Britney and said "Britney wake up now we need to go find Lexie"

Britney got up and said "why what happened" I looked at her and said "look at your phone she gave me and you a voice mail" she heard the voice mail and started to cry "Andy check my purse"

I looked in her pure and said "what for" "depression meditation when Lexie gets to depressed she tries to kill herself" I looked in her purse and shook my head saying that there was no medication

I started to cry and so didn't Britney, I walked in to the living area and saw Jinxx "what the fuck did you say to Lexie" I said and jinxed looked at me and said "I fucked up and said that she was a whore" I looked at Jinxx

Then I walked out of the bus no practically ran out in till I saw Lexie's arm behind a tree with a empty bottle of pills and Britney right beside me "Lexie what did you do, why"!

she looked at me and said "I'm sorry Andy" then she closed her eyes Britney started to call 911 and I stuck my fingers down her throat so she could barf the pills up, but it wasn't working

After a while the ambulance came and everything they took her away and I went with her so didn't brit all I could say was

"baby hold on stay with me please..don't go"

A/N: I'm sorry it's sad I just wanted to Have a sad part in this book and there going to be sadness in the next chapter sorry britneybrat2000