Vampire Love

Founding the truth

I give her a sword that she will like it. She asks me what about you Mandy? I said got a bow and I use my dragons that will help us in this fight. There is a werewolf we got to talk to him he is my ex-lover and he will help us in this fight. Xenia look up at me and said you're what! you telling me that we are going to talk to your ex-lover that is a werewolf. Why are we going there? I said he as my bow and will not let she Sasha have that bow. She knows how to get it from him. Then why are we standing here let's get it from him? I want to tell her that it will not be that easy to get I  have to make my up soon or later but I do not know. But that kiss from Xavier the first time we meet was it to try to kill me or was it that he did not like Sasha. But I'm half vampire half werewolf why will Xavier love me I'm not like Sasha I'm more a werewolf than a vampire. But why do i feel like I been so weird when Xavier kiss me my heart was not with him and Demon or was it Akira or why do I feel like my heart is like it's on the ice every time Xavier kiss me. Its like he put me in the spell that he knows how to keep away from my true feelings in my heart. Does Xavier know my feelings and now I can't leave Xavier he know my feelings now. Why would he want me? I will get ever one kill. That is why he wants me to go kill Sasha. What about Demon and Akira I can't do it that is I have to talk to Akira. That is why I have to go to my ex-lover to talk to him. He knows the spell that Xavier put on me and that is why I can't let Xenia know the truth if I do she will try to me. Mandy Xenia said? I could not tell her. yes, Xenia, I said to her. Is there something wrong because you have not talked to me after we left the graveyard and I'm worried about you. I know you just woke up but you can tell me why Xavier did not kiss you before he left with Demon. that is easy to say he a spell over me and now I can't leave his side at all. There must be something we can do? Xenia yes Mandy I have to tell you something try not to stop me when it happens okay Maia why you do not trust me in this fight I do trust you, Xenia. Then why are you not telling me? You want to know why I'm not telling well here you go I will tell you I will kill everything that I hit and Xavier put me in a spell that I can't get out of. That is why I could not tell you, Xenia. Mandy yes Xenia said we are friends and I will not let Xavier kill because I know Demon is your true love he lie to me to keep you save and e knows Xavier will do anything to keep Demon away from you Mandy. I know in my heart Demon will not let Xavier kill him. But why is my heart feel so heavy when I think about Xavier. I wish I know how to stop him from killing Demon but I still feel sick I know why because I still love my ex-lover who is a werewolf. Akira I love you that is it I will not fight Sasha I will not fight at all. I will just die because none will know that I die. This necklace I have to take it off. I put it in Xenia's hands I told she can keep it and I do not want it back. I told her I'm not going to fight anymore. I'm going to leave and not come back where all of this happens at. I know lord of the vampires will not like it at all. So, Xenia, can you tell them I will not be there at all tonight or any at all? yes, Maia Xenia said I will tell them. Xenia said to me to do what you want this, not your life you did not ask for this at all Mandy. You got to follow your dreams and your heart. This life is not for you and it's not you at all you are good at making everyone else happy and you are not happy what they are asking you to do. Xenia, you are right and thank you to make me see that I'm not happy.