Castle Black rose

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Xerxes look  at the clock it was 6:00 am he did not  sleep  when  can't she  love me  back  i was there for her  when she  needs someone why did his cousin  for to  come in her  life  like that  and  i was in  love with her  when did she  change  that i will never stop loving her why did  Xanthus  say she  will be okay. Knowing  his nephew will take her away from me  she  has to move on  from the past why will they  not like her  be happy  put lies in her head  i just  want to  kill someone. Shadow  came in  Xerxes sir yes Shadow  Mandy  is not here  she  been  gone  all night  Sir  and  do you know when she  will be  back no I  do not know  Shadow I can't sleep  or  eat  or do anything  right   until I hear her.  okay  my lord  he  walk out  and close  the  door. Ren walk in and said  Xerxes  why are you not  eating  or  have a shower  or any thing  like that  I did not  say any thing  i do not want to  talk  only if Mandy was here. I woke up in  the  arms  of  my sexy prince  I look over has he was sleeping  he roll over still asleep. So I got up and  got  dressed and  walk out  of the  house  I got  in my car  and  was driving  that is when it happen again I start feeling  very cold  and  i do not  know why  its happen again  i do not  want to past out  now  i just  got to get back fast to Xerxes i have to  forget  Fenris and  cousin that is why i feel like   this  has  i got to the  castle  pull in and  park my car i got  and ran in side i forgot to close the  door on my car and  on the castle i start looking  for my  old  things  and  start  burning them and  that is when Ren came  in saw me  i was  so cold to the touch that he  ran to get Xerxes Ren yelling  running to his room  Xerxes  yes Ren  what its  Ren was out of breath  he could  i say any thing for a  sec until he  said its  Mandy  she has  that cold  look to her and  when i touch  her  was  cold  has ice  not again Xerxes ran out of his  running  to Mandy's  room and  saw she  was out cold. I pick her  up and  just holding her. I open  my eyes  I was so  very cold  and  i was  scared now  so very  scared. I know who is holding me  its Xerxes he always there for me  and  was crying  and tears was coming  down   like rain  he just  hold me and  said  it okay I'm here he look and  saw what i saw doing he just smile he got up with me  in  his arms  we walk to  his room and  put on  one of his  swears i was wear that day he  had it  wash he  know it  was my favorite and he  got my cloths  off he run   very  hot  bath for us  he  got until dressed  i was on his bed  he pick me  up again we got in the bath together. I was on his  lap I did not let go of him. Shadow came  in the bathroom and saw us Xerxes here is  your blood wine thank you Shadow he  just  look at me  i did not  want  anyone  to touch me  but  Xerxes Shadow  understand that and  walk out and close the  doors. Xerxes was drinking  the blood wine. I whisper to Xerxes saying  I"m  so sorry   i did not know  this  was going happen again  ever time i think  of Fenris or his  cousin I get likes  I know  you are not using  me  for  sex and  i just was upset  and  scare and i just want to die. He kiss my forehead  and said  its okay  I know  you are having a very hard time  for get him  and he is not letting you go its hard  for me  to watch this  but  matter what  I  will be by  you side to be here  for you like i was  just now please  Xerxes do not let go of my i do not want to die.Xerxes start to sing a song  that never hear of. When he was singing i just close my eyes  I feel his heart beat just put me a  sleep in his arms. He look  at me  saw i was a sleep he got out and got dressed and came back  in to get me and he put on my  favorite sweater he had  and  pick me  up and  put my in  bed he lay me down on  his bed and  he got in  the bed to  and he cover us up and  his arms still around me  he could  feel i'm  still cold  and he just  hold me and fall a sleep. Xanthus  and Ren  was talking . Ren tell me  it did not happen again to Mandy . Ren look out the window  its okay Xerxes is with her  he will not let her go. Has  long has she is with Xerxes this would  not happen yep Said Ren I got to  tell Xerxes. He is in his  bathroom with Mandy i heared  his voice singing to her and they are asleep now  and  we should  go to sleep to Xanthus  Ren said  as Ren turn  around  saw he was a lone he got  ready for bed and  went to  bed.

  I can see
when you stay low nothing happens.
Does it feel right?
Late at night
things I thought I put behind me
haunt my mind.

I just know there's no escape now
once it sets its eyes on you.
But I won't run, have to stare it in the eye.

Stand my ground, I won't give in.
No more denying, I've got to face it.
Won't close my eyes and hide the truth inside.
If I don't make it,
someone else will stand my ground.

It's all around, getting stronger,
coming closer, into my world.
I can feel that it's time for me to face it,
can I take it?
Though this might just be the ending
of the life I held so dear.
But I won't run,
there's no turning back from here.

All I know for sure is I'm trying.
I will always stand my ground.

Stand my ground, I won't give in.
I won't give up, no more denying.
I've got to face it.
Won't close my eyes and hide the truth inside.
If I don't make it,
someone else will stand my ground.
I won't give in, no more denying.
I've got to face it.
Won't close my eyes and hide the truth inside.
If I don't make it,
someone else will stand my ground.  

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