Vampire Love

That Morning

 after me and Demon had our fight he left  and i was about to walk back in and i saw every one there  and  I said  what you have blood  on your sword and you got hurt  i look down I said  no i did not get hurt because  he about to hit me  but he never did. Xerxes looks at me and lets me walk up to my room and I slammed the door shut and yell WHAT  THE HELL DEMON! I turn  on my stereo and turn  it up  so loud and I open  my windows and  let the music  play and I take off my clothes and  got a shower I got out and  got dressed and I sit on the floor with my laptop and I was doing something   on it and then I hear a knock  on my door and I got up and  it was Rei and  she  grab me and kiss me right in front  of Spike and  just walk past us  can turn my  music  down and  close my window  and  she step  back and smile I just look at her and said real loud  WHAT THE FUCKING  HELL WAS THAT FOR YOU BITCH! that is when Xerxes came in and look at me and  look over Rei and Spike and Rei  said you are  no more free welcome to my hell you bitch. I look at her I grab my knives a throw it at her and it hit her and she pulls it out I hope you die, bitch, because that was poison and I know what it does to the vampires oh and by the way that never fucking happen. She looks at me and walks out Spike just stand there and I sit down on my couch and pick up my stuff bear and hold it until I fall asleep. Spike look over at me she knew what Rei did to her ya that is why I did not stop  the fight and  now Demon and Rei are going to die tonight and  I do not care as long as she is  free Spike came over he kneel at me and pull away some of Mandy's  hair and  look at Xerxes I will leave you two alone now thank you Spike you welcome my lord. Xerxes walk over to my stereo and turn it up some more and open my windows and he saw a butterfly flying  in my room and the butterfly landed on my hair and  it did not leave. He walk over and lay down next me on the  couch and he put his arms around me  and  he kiss me and  he fall asleep. Until he hears loud nose downstairs that is when Spike came in and say  Rei wants to kill Mandy  that is when  he look over at the couch and saw us the music was still playing and the butterfly still on me Spike sit down and lean in and give me a kiss on the forehead and his lord and kiss on the forehead too and said do not worry you two are safe  that is when Spike put a spell over the castle and walk back inside and walk in my room and close the windows he just smiles and is when Xerxes woke up and said what's going on downstairs Spike said Rei left and ever coming back and so I put a spell over the castle. Good said Xerxes sir can I ask you something that is it are you going to have sex with Mandy if not please do not hurt her Spike I never thought of having sex with Mandy but you want to go ahead but just know Mandy needs her sleep. I look over and at Xerxes and said no way Spike said and Xerxes said what will we do when Mandy wakes up and will she be mad or sad? Spike walked over to the couch and said no she will not be made more like she wants to be free and now that she can she can love whoever she wants and be happy. Spike and Xerxes got up and walk out  of my room. I wake up now it was night and I look at the moon that wants I was there and I walk over to my door and i just stand there and said i just wish my gay best friend was here he always make me feel like a princess and smiles when he gets his eyes on a hot male I just look at my room and then I started to sit next to the door and that is when I started cutting my arm and I got up and went to my bathroom and I took some pills and stared to drink pure vodka and I walk to my door and walk out went down stairs and I walk in the living room and Spike looks at me and he said are you okay I said yes and then sit down on the floor and being to drink again and took more pills and Spike walked over to me and he said are you sure you okay because  you look like you just want to throw up and the looks like it you drinking and taking some pills and you been cutting you and that is when I look at him and said so fucking what it's my fucking life, not yours so get the hell away from me  before I hit you or kill you. Spike just look at me and he stand up and walk back over to the couch and he hurt so much that he just wants to cry and  that is when he hears Xerxes  coming down the stairs and walk to were I was and Spike are and look down at me and I just never look up and him and he said to want is going on he said  we did not talk that is when I put my headphone  on and turn up my music and then got up walk out the door and then I pull  out my butterfly knife and being to cut again that is when the song  came on cut and I just sit there look at the sky and just close my eyes. back in said Spike and just look and Xerxes and said she is cutting herself and taking pills and drinking all in one go and this is what I get to be here and see this shit and Spike just started yelling as I  just came in has he yell I LOVE HER! I just look at them and walk up to my room and I just want to die and I go to my bathroom and went in and got in my bath. Xerxes went in his room and Spike just walk in my bathroom and he looks at me and said can we talk I said whatever? Spike just look at me and he being with he was feeling and just got up and walk out and i dressed and said I'm going look for my best friend  when I said that he just walk out and then I run down the stairs and out the door and I had to found my best friend Riki and his lover Lason and I still feel like shit then is when I found them and out in the park and just run to Riki and he turn around and look at me and smiling with his boyfriend's hand in his and I just hug him and I said my life is shit I just want to die and they both  look at me and said what happen I told them everything that happens and we just walk back to the castle. We walk in and went to  my room.They went over to the couch and they sit there and they told me I can sit on their lap so did I just put my head on Riki's chest and Lason just play my hair. and they saw tears coming down and they just hold me and they kiss each other and they said we got to stay here. That is when Xerxes came in my room and walk over to the couch and look how happy I was in the arms and they will never hurt me and Riki look up at Xerxes and said how did you let this get out of hand I trusted you with her life and this is how you repay us. Xerxes said sorry I did not know what was going on until Rei and Mandy were fighting that is when I came in here. so that is it Xerxes I had it with you and I should have known this shit will happen. I woke up and look at Riki and Xerxes talking. Lason got up and walk over to them and being  talking and yelling and Xerxes just look at my I said shh! ( like do not tell them I'm up ) he just looks at them and I crawl to the door and open it I shout it then is when I saw Spike there and he said what is going on in there just two brothers fighting that is all I said.He just look at me and said do not get this wrong when I said i love her i did not mean you. that is when he walks away and I got up and walk to Xerxes's room and open that door and close it and climb  in his bed and I just lay there and started crying I did not stop that is when Xerxes came in he walks to the bed lay here and look over and saw me he turn over on his side and he said you can stay here. I look over to face him and said I'm so sorry i just had to he just said its okay I'm not mad at you or upset with you. I just look over to him and I was about to get up and he hold my wrist and said do not go you need some sleep and you need to know want is going on with your heart.