Vampire Love

The Guy's place

We walk out of my dad's place and walk over the guy's car we got in and his men got in the SUVs that were there and we were headed to the city to get me some clothes and things I need  I just look out of the window  of the car and the music is playing  softly in the car  and we stay quiet and did not talk at all  and the car stop at a shop that was not my kind of clothes there was for strippers and whores I did not look like that but then again I did act like a slut around them but why did I do that it feels like  I was not me and this life was a lie to me who knows anymore I got out of the car walk in and saw him already getting clothes for me to try on and see if I look sexy in them but I do not know what to think about this life I want to end it  but I can't why do the vampire gods hate me  so much that I can't die but I want to so bad and start all over and with that he slap me to earth and I saw he had clothes in his hands  for me to try on has I walk over to the changeing room I did not look back at him. I got undressed and put on the first dress and the little jacket came  with it the dress looks hot on me but I do not know if he will like it what I'm I saying  who cares if he does not like it on me I'm getting it  but I better go out there and see what he say about it when I walk out I saw him looking at me as I was about to walk back in  the changeroom he grabs my arm and turns me around and just smiles at me and point  back to the dressing room and I walk back to the room where my clothes where and try on all the clothes and put back on  my very short skirt and my very short shirt that had matching shoes and jacket. as I walk over to him he lines his head on my shoulders and kisses my ear and starts to play with my boobies and he just looks like he was in a very horny mood or just likes the way smell with roses and mint that I use to take a shower but I did not want him to stop but he had to pay for the clothes and other things to we pay as we walk as out of the store he put the bags in the car and opening  the car door for me I got in and as he closes it he lined in and kiss me on the lips without tongue I just look at him like why did you kiss me because I do not know who you are and I do not  what to be with you. He said wait a  second before  I walk away from him, he said I'm sorry I was not thinking about that please forgive me I was wrong to kiss you. I look at for a minute to think I said   I will forgive you but you should know I can't fall in love you  because  what I'm and  you can't sleep with me  I'm  going in the house to my room  where it's so dark and cold  I do not mind the cold so do not bug me  when I'm down  there do not worry about me I will be fine. I  find  away to talk to the dark side of me and  the demons