Please stop lying and saying "oh I'm going fishing with my friend" and when you come home drunk I wish you just hadn't come home at all and your drinking has gotten a lot worse to where you're going out three times every week and I just want a dad who can actually listen to me and not just block me out I wish you actually cared about what I'm doing I can only remember one time that you actually cared about one of my interests and I wish you would stop making me feel ashamed for who I am and I wish I didn't have to wonder before you come home "do I need to lock myself in my room" you're someone who sometimes makes my day worse but yet I still love you and I don't know why
