A Broken Girl In A Diegosaurs World.

oh no

I walk into my house with my counselor and my mom sitting in the living room. Once I saw them both sitting there facing me I started getting worried. I slowly started walking past them with my hand up to my face.

" Rosiline grace" my aunty yelled to me.
I crouched down, and walked over to her
"What did I do know"
"Should you like to tell me where you were 7th and 8th hour"
I looked away for a split second she repeated herself
"I was having a panic attack so I went to the bathroom" I looked of to the side of her so I wouldn't be looking her in the eye.
"I'm sorry I couldn't go back to class."
My counselor walked over to me and pulled up my sleeve
I winced in pain and grabbed my arm with my other hand. She gave me a angry look and held out her hand telling me to give her my arm.

I held my arm in her hand and looked down while a few tears excapped my eyes. I knew what was about to happen.
She lifted up my sleeve to reveal 5 mediam sized cuts across my wrist. She showed my aunt and she started to cry as well.
I looked back up after she realeassed my arm she shook her head at me

"I'm so disappointed" she said softly to me.
"you were doing so well"
I looked back down.I couldn't handle being told that she
was dissopointed. It hurt bad. I didn't mean to do it. My aunt put her finger under my chin and lifted so I would be looking at her
"You know I still love you, I always will"
I smiled at her and she hugged me like she had sent seen me for 2 years. I truly did love her.

My counselor broke the moment when she informed me that because I'm a threat of danger to my self and others and that I would have to be taken to the mental hospital tomorrow. And she didnt know when i would be back

She left and I sobbed in to my Aunty's chest she finger combed through my hair bushing it off behind my shoulder shushing me while I sobbed.her eyes were watering but she wasn't crying I curled up in her lap and and continued to cry. My aunt put her lips to my fore head and whispered to me

"Shhhh its okay everything will okay I promise"
I softly said okay
"I'll be there everyday to visit you and I'll bring your sister"
I looked up at her
"Are you mad at me?" I asked
"No no no honey I'm not mad I just wish you didn't do that but its okay i still love you the same babe"
I smiled at her and settled down to only a wimper.

I closed my eyes and slightly fell asleep for a little untill my aunt tried moving me off of of her I sat up and decided to go up to my room. I played there and started to cry again until I figured out a plan.

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