flash back

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(A/N) im so so so sorry it took so long for me to update. I was dealing with alot of stuff with school and friends along with my family and my depression is getting worse but here is an update i hope you like it it!
Bye lovies

I closed my eyes and rembered everything from that night

***flashback***

Sunday September 9th 2009 i rembered this day like it was yesterday. I was laying in the bath tub after mom had started the water. I played around for a bit i started to wash my hair and then my body, my mom always washed my back because my arms were to short to reach it. I started screaming for her. "Mommy"
"Mommmmmyy?"
"Mom..."

I started to worry, she always came right away i thought maybe she was just busy so i tryed my best to reach. Whrn i got out i grabbed my owl hooded towl and got dried of and into my owl onsie.i walked out of the bath room looking for my mom, i started walked into her room when my grandma walked in the front door.

"hey grandma "I hugged her
"Hey kiddo, where your mom?
"Im not sure she ignored me in my bath but i bwt sge is in her room."

I went to the bathroom and combed my hair when i heard my grandma scream. She shut the door before i got there

"Grandma, whats wrong, what happened."i heard her crying.
I started to worry I read the piece of paper next to the home phone and dialed my dads number.
He answered a d i told him to come over that something happened.
When he got there he went straight to moms room i tried to squeeze in but dad shut the door.
*** end flashback***

I opened my eyes and still visuallized my grandma and dad telling me hours after the EMS got there and took my mom away that she had died and had killed herself. I never cryed so hard in my whole life.

I rembered cutting for the first time that night. I was so lost and so empty. My mom was the only one that was actually there for me who cared and treated me like a real person.
I was never the same after that day.

I came back to reality and knew just what to do. I texted diego.

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