A Broken Girl In A Diegosaurs World.

Diego please

"Diego i need you please come pick me up. I know we arnt super close nore are we really that close but i really need you. Please. Its an emergency im so so sorry. "

I texted these words to the guy that i had only met a few times but it felt like he was my best friend for ten years amd ive never had this big of a crush on anybody. He was my whole life and i spent all my time obsessing over him. I knew more about him than i new about myself.

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I got a text sayinging he was in the driveway. I quietly sung the big door open and the slowly opening the screen door right after walking out the door to meet diego in his carhoping everything stays quite.

My eyes were swelling up when i looked at him.i had so much going through my head. School, mental hospital, my gpa, my family and friends. I was so nervous.

He looked up at me with a upset expression lead by mine.
"Whats wrong hun?" He asked me
"Could you stay for a bit, i know its late but there is alot i need to tell you." I said letting one tear escape my eyes.
He locked his car and followed me up to my room silently.

When i got to my room i closed my door and diego sat on my bed.
I looked up at him and a coulple more tears escaped.
Diego reached up and wiped away them as soon as he seen it.

"Now tell me "he whispered
I raised my sleave and looked away from him.
"Oh my gosh rose, why did you do this?"

She told him everything that happened at school and about her deppression and anxiety.
He reached down and grabed her wrist and kissed each cut. "Hun. Please never hurt your self again. You are so important and i love you so much."

I started to cry again and diego hushed me like a child. I hurt so bad inside. I started to explain how in the morrning i would have to leave to go to the mental hospital for many months.

I told him i was fine i just didnt want to leave. I wanted to be with my family and be normal, but i had no choice except i had a plan.

I didnt know exactly how i was just going to ask him to take me home with him but that was my plan.

I know running away doesnt solve problems but i didnt think i had problems.ive had a hard coulple of weeks.i just needed to get away, get away from the people, away from the pain, just away. And thats what i was going to do.