The first days must be confusing.
The pain, pleasure, blood, and secret.
Start out small with little to work with.
Work more to longer and deeper.
One does it to forget, erase emotion.
The sensation takes you away...
Only to leave a scar.
Suddenly it takes control and nothing can cover that.
It causes more problems, wanting more.
Stop sharpening the blade!
Flush them down with everyone else!
Find someone or something!
You can make it through.
There is nothing wrong with you...
