I'm suppose to love the ones who are always there for me
I'm suppose to respect those who help me through thick and thin
I'm suppose to be the picture perfect person that I am not
While they can continue to be themselves
Cruel
Hypocritical
Selfish
Always twisting words to make me appear as the bad guy
I cry, they don't notice
I do something nice, they don't acknowledge it
I do so much that I tire myself out
I can't offer much but I always give my all
If I offend, I'm made the bad guy
They come out victorious, the hero
I can't win
I can't sleep
I smile and it's fake
I don't know how much more I can take
I've token so much
I've made it this far
I'll continue
No doubt about that
I wait for the day I can look back and tell my side of the story
And tell them of the pain
The trauma
And how I now no longer need them
But I'll continue to love them
Just like I've always have
