I wake up in a cold sweat
Breathing in and out, heavily
I don't know what came over me
I look to my right on my desk
The night is still young, only 3:01
I try to close my eyes and go back into a dream
But then it takes over me again
Anxiety rises I heart rate quickens
I wake up and I find myself unstable What am I to do...
What am I to say...
I have to deal with this every day
I have to walk and show no pain, no tears, no problems...
I don't know how I'm going to survive
I'm all alone
I'm falling apart...
