The Beginning of Forever

Chapter 7

*Phil's point of view

I heard Dan scream in pain from his room. Yeah I'm mad at him but I had to see what happened.
"AHHHHHH FUCK THIS, FUCK MY LIFE, FUCK EVERYTHING. Why do I fuck everything up?" I heard him scream and a loud thump against the wall. "Ow fuck." I ran to his room and he was holding his hand which had blood dripping down his hand.
"Dan what happened?"
He turned towards me and I could see the hurt in his eyes "nothing. I'm fine."
I walked towards him and grabbed him by the hand "come on let's go get you fixed up. I took him to the bathroom and he went and sat on the counter. I got the peroxide out and put some on a cloth.
"This is going to hurt."  He mumbled a "whatever". I slowly dabbed his damaged hand and he winced in pain. "Sorry." I continued to clean it up and then I noticed him staring at me, I looked up and he looked away. "Dan why did you do this?" I knew some of the answer but I wanted to know the whole answer.
"It doesn't matter Phil. You can stop now my hand is fine." He jumped off the counter and started heading towards the door. I grabbed his wrist and pulled him back. "Phil let go of me." He looked pissed.
"No. Not until you tell me why you did this. What made you so mad? Damn it Daniel. Just tell me." I stared at him and didn't break eye contact.
"It's not important." He tried to free his wrist but my grip just tightened even more.
"How dare you tell me it's not important. Don't you ever say that to me again. Everything you say, everything you do, everything you think about, and especially anything that happens to you is important. YOU are the most important person in my life, no actually in my world. So don't you ever think that it's not important Dan. Because it is." He lifted his head up and looked me in the eyes. "So please tell me why."
"Cause I fucked up Phil. Ok is that what you wanted to hear. I fucked up again and again and again." Tears started to brim his eyes and were threatening to fall. His breath hitched as he started to cry loosing the battle of being brave. "I messed everything up. I just... I can't do anything right anymore. You tell me you like me and I fuck it up. And do you want to know what I just realized after everything?" I nodded, moving my hand to wipe the tears from his cheek. He moved a step closer and looked me in the eyes. "I realized that im in love with you Phil Lester." Before I could say anything his lips were on mine and at that moment nothing else mattered.